The stress is almost over...
ok, so it's been awhile since I've posted. Not much has happened, except for the fact that finals are almost over!! YEAH!!! I took my child & adolescent one mon. morning, which I have an A in already...so I know I pretty much did ok in that class. My biopsych one I already got the grade back & I got a 98/100! YEAH!! I took my gov. one today....I have a low A in there right now, and I'm thinking I did ok. And finally, my gender in literature one is tomorrow...and it's gonna be easy. a few short answers plus an essay that we get to make an outline for...yeah!!! I can't wait till tomorrow at 1...it will all be over. My body and mind are just mentally drained, seriously...I have studied so much, and crammed so much into my brain that I want to scream....
Oh, one thing that happened...so Zane & I seriously haven't spoken much in the past few weeks...well the night that my roommates got busted...he also went to outside inn, except he didn't drink..but he took xanax..i guess just to get a high or whatever. who knows why...it is so not like him...i honestly never thought that he would do that! so supposedly he took too much and was sick...well i asked him about it (Even though i'm not talking to him) and he said no it wasn't true at all. so of course, i believed him, but we all thought it was weird because the story came from a person that was w/ him that night. so i'm sitting at lunch yesterday & his roommate tells me that it was true...that he just didn't want everyone talking about him like it was a big deal. i was PISSED!!! he totally flat out lied to me. so i came back got on msn..and basically chewed his ass out. he acted like it was no big deal that he had lied..and i told him that i didn't appreciate him lying to me...and he was like "fine, don't believe me ever again!" so i was like "ya know what, i'm done!" and i got offline. so 15 later he gets back on and asks me if i'm there. i was like yeah...i was so raging mad i almost didn't talk to him. so he was apologized and said he felt really bad about it. and i just told him that i thought that it was out of character for him...and then he said that i'd been acting weird around him lately...and why? and i didn't know how to answer the question. 'cause i have been acting weird, but that's because before, i would always flirt and play around w/ him. so i told him that i was obviously not gonna act like that..and he said never mind. so i haven't talked to him since...haven't seen him, plan on not seeing him. and that's that...i was really hurt though, i never thought he would flat out lie to me...
sorry, that was really long...so tomorrow i'm going home...i plan on sleeping a lot...tanning...getting my nails done...and losing weight!! hopefully all of that works out for me...i really want to lost some weight, it's getting out of control, and that's scary! :0 i'm serious guys, i'm not being stupid, i'm just wanting to catch it now before i become a blimp. it's just bothering me, ya know?!
i decided today that i miss my long hair!! there's not much i can do about it...oh well. it'll eventually grow back...might take 10 years, but i guess i can wait. i like my short hair, but it gets on my nerves that i can't get it to stay up in a ponytail all the time...frustrating!
well, i gotta go finish my final paper for my lit. class...more later
love ya guys
Oh, one thing that happened...so Zane & I seriously haven't spoken much in the past few weeks...well the night that my roommates got busted...he also went to outside inn, except he didn't drink..but he took xanax..i guess just to get a high or whatever. who knows why...it is so not like him...i honestly never thought that he would do that! so supposedly he took too much and was sick...well i asked him about it (Even though i'm not talking to him) and he said no it wasn't true at all. so of course, i believed him, but we all thought it was weird because the story came from a person that was w/ him that night. so i'm sitting at lunch yesterday & his roommate tells me that it was true...that he just didn't want everyone talking about him like it was a big deal. i was PISSED!!! he totally flat out lied to me. so i came back got on msn..and basically chewed his ass out. he acted like it was no big deal that he had lied..and i told him that i didn't appreciate him lying to me...and he was like "fine, don't believe me ever again!" so i was like "ya know what, i'm done!" and i got offline. so 15 later he gets back on and asks me if i'm there. i was like yeah...i was so raging mad i almost didn't talk to him. so he was apologized and said he felt really bad about it. and i just told him that i thought that it was out of character for him...and then he said that i'd been acting weird around him lately...and why? and i didn't know how to answer the question. 'cause i have been acting weird, but that's because before, i would always flirt and play around w/ him. so i told him that i was obviously not gonna act like that..and he said never mind. so i haven't talked to him since...haven't seen him, plan on not seeing him. and that's that...i was really hurt though, i never thought he would flat out lie to me...
sorry, that was really long...so tomorrow i'm going home...i plan on sleeping a lot...tanning...getting my nails done...and losing weight!! hopefully all of that works out for me...i really want to lost some weight, it's getting out of control, and that's scary! :0 i'm serious guys, i'm not being stupid, i'm just wanting to catch it now before i become a blimp. it's just bothering me, ya know?!
i decided today that i miss my long hair!! there's not much i can do about it...oh well. it'll eventually grow back...might take 10 years, but i guess i can wait. i like my short hair, but it gets on my nerves that i can't get it to stay up in a ponytail all the time...frustrating!
well, i gotta go finish my final paper for my lit. class...more later
love ya guys