Aug 13, 2007 17:48
but ya so basically i figured this much...haha why make this sucka private when i shouldnt give a shit about annoying drama filled people..no no i am done seriously get the fuck over my opinions on you really haha i am flattered that they gave such a crap about what i thought. whatever guys you can suck it haha i dont ill-judge people for kicks and giggles either unless you, you know are doing somethings that i find rather offensive or just plain stupid. whatever man what i have come to realize is this (take notes): have a good time, friends will understand you no matter what you do. as long as you cherish your friends, love your family, and fucking have a good time everything else can just be put to the side or ignored completely.
i am so sick and tired of seeing other people caring so much about other peoples feelings that are so called "friends" and compromising their own feelings, and i am completely guilty of this myself. well i say no more. really i was so stupid for thinking for so long that you can only be truly happy when you have a certain amount of friends. FUCK NO, just get a few people that care about you as much as you care about them and that will be that. nothing more nothing less.
hey i may sound like so weird ass emo kid who has spent far too much time thinking about this stuff but seriously i am coming to a point where i can finally get used to the person that i am, and nothing can really bet that feeling of finally being comfortable with yourself. haha its better than the christmas morning feeling combined with the pleasant surprise feeling. too much of the world depends on judging other people and not really getting to know them, this world is all about whats right infront of your face and no one really stops....relaxes...and takes the time to really sit down and have a meaningful conversation you know???
ehh who the fuck knows this is just a journal that people read when they want to find some dirt on me...well if that is your case then dig away but for the rest of you who actually are kind and unjudgmental types...well thanks, i guess it takes a whole lot of balls to do the right thing these days....weird huh?