UPDATE!
There's a lot of stuff going on with me lately. And mostly I've been flooding you guys with fanfic. Sorry about this. I know the last few werent that well recieved. For those of you playing at home and caring about my RL.
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My beloved guest_age is writing this...unbelievable, completely devasting mostly-original that I cannot stop thinking about. I feel utterly fucking privileged to be a part of it because its everything I wanted and then MORE and despite knowing what plot twists are coming, it still manages to steal my breath and break my heart. I can't wait for her to get done with school so she can write more.
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Last nights Lost. It was epic. It was flawless. It answered a lot of questions. And it broke my fucking heart into tiny, sharp, shattered pieces. Seriously, I didnt know I loved Juliet so much until she died. I actually wept. Her last moment with Sawyer...I'm sorry, no other woman will ever be right for him. Not Kate, not Clementine's mom. Juliet/Sawyer OTP and I didnt even know . And then? The ending? I have never been happier with a representation of a female character. Seriously. THAT is a layered woman. Thank you Lindelof and Cuse. I know there's a lot of race and gender fail on Lost, but The Fork in the Outlet(code name for the last scene) more than satisfied me as a woman. Is it Season 6 yet?!?!
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In creative writing news - ariadne83 got my unstuck on The Jennyverse so for the first time in a year, the possibility of the sequel We All Fall Down is starting to look real and upcoming. Seriously - the drugs are good for my muse. I just broke 55K on the Entourage hookerfic! *sigh* i really think I can get this one done by my birthday, yall. I really do. Anyone want to make cover art for me?
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I've decided, in the wake of my FUCKING STELLAR GRADES, that I'm going to take exactly one year off after I graduate from college. I have an independant film I want to make with guest_age, a novel I want to write, and a comic book that I think could find a niche market if I could just find an artist.
Traditional education as done a lot to CRUSH my creative spirit. So, in the wake of my recent conflicts with Greg, some old neglected inspiration, and a lot of time to sit and think, I've decided. When I graduate, I'll have been in school for 18 years. Which means that all by 5 years of my life will belong to Florida Public Schools.
Time to take some of my time back. I have to be free before I surrender to a life as a suit!lawyer or teacher. If only for one year. I've earned it.
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Tonight is the season finale of Grey's Anatomy! It's SPN too but I am too high for SPN. I couldnt follow When the Levee Breaks. I'm not watching either until I am with it enough to appreciate it. SO DONT SPOIL OKAY? PLEASE?
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I HAVE TWO DATES THIS WEEKEND! TWO! WITH TWO DIFFERENT BOYS! One on Saturday with a very nice football player named John and one on Sunday with a musician named Dustin. :D They both know that I'm riding the line of plus sized/chunky and they like it! Mmmh, confidence. Tastes like Mango Sorbet :D
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I am getting a new car! My dad must have fallen down some stairs and cracked his head because he got me one. And its not awful. It's only got 100,000 miles on it(not bad considering my current care has 250,000). It has power windows and a CD player and a tape deck(which is awesome cause i can play my iPod in the car!!)
My old car broke down on the highway one time too many and he decided that it was a safety issue. Ah, if onlyhe couldnve thought that when i was 16/17/18/19/20 we wouldnt have so much to fight about! But its a big step for him and I'm accepting it in the spirit of love in which I'm assuming it was giving. But then again, he and my mom are in a court battle right now. This could always be a ploy. He's done shit like that before.
But I dont care. IT HAS A SUNROOF!
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Got my meds adjusted. Turns out I can take more Oxy than i thought. And let me tell you something - the pain level with two pills instead of one? UNFUCKINGREAL the difference. *is living better now*. It makes me fall asleep mid conversation now. That's weird.
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I got some new dresses from New York and Company. 1, 2, 4, and 6 I bought in the store. 3 and 5 I got online after I realized how much loved wearing 4. And I know that 5&6 look similar but the length is very different and actually, 5 is in greens and yellows and 6 is in blues and browns. And yeah, 1&2 and 3&4 are the same exact cut but the cut looks AMAZING on and is so INCREDIBLY comfortable that I had to get a second of each. Plus having a 30% off coupon, a $30s off coupon, and a Buy 1 Get 1 Half Off sale all at the same time? Awesome.3 and 5 are normally 50 and 53 dollars each. With the Buy 1 Get 1 sale, plus the 30% coupon? BOTH DRESSES TOGETHER cost 46 dollars. So 2 dresses for less than the price of one. And I am set for summer. I love dresses - they're so easy to wear and look lovely in. No hassle, huge pay off. And for 3,4, and 5 I dont even have to shave my legs! Arent they pretty?
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~*~*~*~
My beloved guest_age is writing this...unbelievable, completely devasting mostly-original that I cannot stop thinking about. I feel utterly fucking privileged to be a part of it because its everything I wanted and then MORE and despite knowing what plot twists are coming, it still manages to steal my breath and break my heart. I can't wait for her to get done with school so she can write more.
~*~*~
Last nights Lost. It was epic. It was flawless. It answered a lot of questions. And it broke my fucking heart into tiny, sharp, shattered pieces. Seriously, I didnt know I loved Juliet so much until she died. I actually wept. Her last moment with Sawyer...I'm sorry, no other woman will ever be right for him. Not Kate, not Clementine's mom. Juliet/Sawyer OTP and I didnt even know . And then? The ending? I have never been happier with a representation of a female character. Seriously. THAT is a layered woman. Thank you Lindelof and Cuse. I know there's a lot of race and gender fail on Lost, but The Fork in the Outlet(code name for the last scene) more than satisfied me as a woman. Is it Season 6 yet?!?!
~*~*~
In creative writing news - ariadne83 got my unstuck on The Jennyverse so for the first time in a year, the possibility of the sequel We All Fall Down is starting to look real and upcoming. Seriously - the drugs are good for my muse. I just broke 55K on the Entourage hookerfic! *sigh* i really think I can get this one done by my birthday, yall. I really do. Anyone want to make cover art for me?
~*~*~*~
I've decided, in the wake of my FUCKING STELLAR GRADES, that I'm going to take exactly one year off after I graduate from college. I have an independant film I want to make with guest_age, a novel I want to write, and a comic book that I think could find a niche market if I could just find an artist.
Traditional education as done a lot to CRUSH my creative spirit. So, in the wake of my recent conflicts with Greg, some old neglected inspiration, and a lot of time to sit and think, I've decided. When I graduate, I'll have been in school for 18 years. Which means that all by 5 years of my life will belong to Florida Public Schools.
Time to take some of my time back. I have to be free before I surrender to a life as a suit!lawyer or teacher. If only for one year. I've earned it.
~*~*~
Tonight is the season finale of Grey's Anatomy! It's SPN too but I am too high for SPN. I couldnt follow When the Levee Breaks. I'm not watching either until I am with it enough to appreciate it. SO DONT SPOIL OKAY? PLEASE?
~*~*~
I HAVE TWO DATES THIS WEEKEND! TWO! WITH TWO DIFFERENT BOYS! One on Saturday with a very nice football player named John and one on Sunday with a musician named Dustin. :D They both know that I'm riding the line of plus sized/chunky and they like it! Mmmh, confidence. Tastes like Mango Sorbet :D
~*~*~
I am getting a new car! My dad must have fallen down some stairs and cracked his head because he got me one. And its not awful. It's only got 100,000 miles on it(not bad considering my current care has 250,000). It has power windows and a CD player and a tape deck(which is awesome cause i can play my iPod in the car!!)
My old car broke down on the highway one time too many and he decided that it was a safety issue. Ah, if onlyhe couldnve thought that when i was 16/17/18/19/20 we wouldnt have so much to fight about! But its a big step for him and I'm accepting it in the spirit of love in which I'm assuming it was giving. But then again, he and my mom are in a court battle right now. This could always be a ploy. He's done shit like that before.
But I dont care. IT HAS A SUNROOF!
~*~*~
Got my meds adjusted. Turns out I can take more Oxy than i thought. And let me tell you something - the pain level with two pills instead of one? UNFUCKINGREAL the difference. *is living better now*. It makes me fall asleep mid conversation now. That's weird.
~*~*~
I got some new dresses from New York and Company. 1, 2, 4, and 6 I bought in the store. 3 and 5 I got online after I realized how much loved wearing 4. And I know that 5&6 look similar but the length is very different and actually, 5 is in greens and yellows and 6 is in blues and browns. And yeah, 1&2 and 3&4 are the same exact cut but the cut looks AMAZING on and is so INCREDIBLY comfortable that I had to get a second of each. Plus having a 30% off coupon, a $30s off coupon, and a Buy 1 Get 1 Half Off sale all at the same time? Awesome.3 and 5 are normally 50 and 53 dollars each. With the Buy 1 Get 1 sale, plus the 30% coupon? BOTH DRESSES TOGETHER cost 46 dollars. So 2 dresses for less than the price of one. And I am set for summer. I love dresses - they're so easy to wear and look lovely in. No hassle, huge pay off. And for 3,4, and 5 I dont even have to shave my legs! Arent they pretty?
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