May 19, 2007 22:24
*Sigh* Has it been a long day. Babysitting two four year olds, a two year old, and two large dogs is rather tiring. Especially after working out for two hours at 7:30 this morning in York and then getting my hair dyed for three hours. RIP Blonde strands :-(
Anyways, tonite has made me realize how not ready I am for children. I've decided that I really do like them, in small numbers and small doses. But seriously, I couldn't handle this if it was 24/7. I mean yah they are great when there's one that you can pay attention to, but throw a sibling or a friend into the mix, and you're done. Throw in the clingy fours when the child throws a tantrum when their father gets out of the car to get gas let alone leaves for the night. Yah, that's always fun.
I guess what I'm saying is I'm glad to have one more year of school, and in a sense not have a boyfriend. However lonesome it gets it keeps me drivin on what it is that I want to do with my life. It keeps me one step closer to my plan of school, portland, cali, boston. And then, I only have to look out for myself and no one else. And, it allows me to get a gpa of 3.42 for my second semester junior year with course overload and still have fun.
However, if anyone knows of a summer time boy they wanna hook me up with, gimme a ring ;-). Pref. someone that doesn't live in wells.