Let's run and Never come back.
Just in a shitty mood right now. I want it to be a weekend and escape. Escape reality. Escape myself. Escape the snow. Escape the world. I am just having alot of trouble right now and I wanna get away. anywhere but here.
I wanna leave and never come back. I wanna tell my dad how much he fucked up our family. I wanna fix broken friendships. I wanna have somebody to hold my hand. I wanna have somebody tell me everything is gonna be okay. I wanna feel like my mother isnt babying me. I wanna have a boy there for me. I wanna have somebody to look forward to everyday when I get up. I wanna have that one thing that truly makes me happy. I wanna sleep knowing I feel good. I wanna let out my tears. I wanna make certain people feel pain. I wanna have what I used to. I wanna go back to how things used to be. I wanna do everything. I wanna ugh. I dont know what I want.
I want to escape...
I wanna leave and never come back. I wanna tell my dad how much he fucked up our family. I wanna fix broken friendships. I wanna have somebody to hold my hand. I wanna have somebody tell me everything is gonna be okay. I wanna feel like my mother isnt babying me. I wanna have a boy there for me. I wanna have somebody to look forward to everyday when I get up. I wanna have that one thing that truly makes me happy. I wanna sleep knowing I feel good. I wanna let out my tears. I wanna make certain people feel pain. I wanna have what I used to. I wanna go back to how things used to be. I wanna do everything. I wanna ugh. I dont know what I want.
I want to escape...