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I found a couple poems, sonnets and shit ive written for various reasons about shit that happened or inspired me. i dont write anymore, and i was young. bear with me. there not great. first 2 are about one boy, last is about another.
I seriously thought you were different
In relation, not keeping my feelings in the shade.
So i opened my heart up to you
But in reality got my mind and heart played.
Never Again will i say "This ones different"
For all them boys are completely the same
Im hurting deep inside now, I realize no ones different
Its my own fault i got hurt, what a horrible shame
So why would i still stick to not getting as much as i deserve?
I should want all or nothing
But its not like that, im tied, for you i serve
Im dumb, tongue tied, numb, feeling dead on the floor.
I cant help the way i feel about you,
You had made me so happy i felt as if i would soar,
Dont try to stop me boy, for im walking out
Im already long gone and steppin
Ive tried to make my mind think you get nothing
but i know youll be lovin whatcha getting
Broke my heart
ill find a way to break yours later
this time it turns out as nothing
well give it another try sometime and make mye lov for you even greater.
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Love didn't Occur
Between us there used to be emotions
of love. Something unbelievably strong.
To you, i felt a sort of devotion
how could i be so blinded so wrong?
I was in love, cant those pretty eyes see?
i thought you were so special, so sacred
i had fallen for you so gracefully
now let me tell you why i feel hatred
Your eyes, your lies, god, you don't realize.
you couldn't be with me cus of my age,
what's that? fake love, took me by suprise
you should be mature. ive explained my rage
I loved you cus of the person you were.
Now i see, with you, love didnt occur.
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Was a one-way street
There once was a time when i was in love,
When you treated me like a queen and more
For you, i would kiss the heavens above,
ANd you would fill me with heat to the core.
Forever, is what i thought we would be
Once again, i was wrong, what can i say?
Your love had me blinded, i couldnt see
Wanting you home, every night id pray
Id give you my mind, my body my soul
In hopes that i could steal your heart from you.
Give you evrything to make you whole
But gave me my freedom, cus you wernt true
One day youll re'lize im not ev'ry girl
Id be the one to make your love unfurl.
I seriously thought you were different
In relation, not keeping my feelings in the shade.
So i opened my heart up to you
But in reality got my mind and heart played.
Never Again will i say "This ones different"
For all them boys are completely the same
Im hurting deep inside now, I realize no ones different
Its my own fault i got hurt, what a horrible shame
So why would i still stick to not getting as much as i deserve?
I should want all or nothing
But its not like that, im tied, for you i serve
Im dumb, tongue tied, numb, feeling dead on the floor.
I cant help the way i feel about you,
You had made me so happy i felt as if i would soar,
Dont try to stop me boy, for im walking out
Im already long gone and steppin
Ive tried to make my mind think you get nothing
but i know youll be lovin whatcha getting
Broke my heart
ill find a way to break yours later
this time it turns out as nothing
well give it another try sometime and make mye lov for you even greater.
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Love didn't Occur
Between us there used to be emotions
of love. Something unbelievably strong.
To you, i felt a sort of devotion
how could i be so blinded so wrong?
I was in love, cant those pretty eyes see?
i thought you were so special, so sacred
i had fallen for you so gracefully
now let me tell you why i feel hatred
Your eyes, your lies, god, you don't realize.
you couldn't be with me cus of my age,
what's that? fake love, took me by suprise
you should be mature. ive explained my rage
I loved you cus of the person you were.
Now i see, with you, love didnt occur.
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Was a one-way street
There once was a time when i was in love,
When you treated me like a queen and more
For you, i would kiss the heavens above,
ANd you would fill me with heat to the core.
Forever, is what i thought we would be
Once again, i was wrong, what can i say?
Your love had me blinded, i couldnt see
Wanting you home, every night id pray
Id give you my mind, my body my soul
In hopes that i could steal your heart from you.
Give you evrything to make you whole
But gave me my freedom, cus you wernt true
One day youll re'lize im not ev'ry girl
Id be the one to make your love unfurl.