it only hurts when i breathe
written in here for a while, soley because anything that i would write in here would be complaints.
oh my Lord, i can't describe how much i hurt right now. i can't stop crying or thinking. i'm still so in love with him . . . and he's with another girl. it's really hard. i mean REALLY. whenever i see him with her i turn into a wreck. last night i was at someone's house, and i cried before he came and then again after he left. because he came with his girlfriend. he is with her so much more than he was with me, he treats her better, he probably thinks she's the best thing in the whole world. i should be happy for him. i need to be happy for him. but my heart aches SO SO much. i can't help it. i don't know what to do. what can i do to get over him as easily as he got over me?!??!!?!? HELP
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Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact
It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact
Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe