Smells like something.. But i dont think its Team Spirit
This semester will be killer.. I have tons of readings and assignments.. not to mention presentations and papers. Blah.. yucky yucky.
Most of the reading i am doing is actually quite interesting, and i am still having issues keeping up with it.
There is a girl that i have been competing with in a few of my classes. She's young, she's pretty and she just got into PDP. So not only am I a loser because I am still at school and doing classes that i dont need for the degree i want, but now i am a loser because she won. That's right. I cant apply to PDP until next semester.. But i am not sure if i am going to apply right away or work and travel. I have a lot of options.
I'm thinking of taking the travelling/working route b/c i am almost completely burned out from school. And Its been ages since i have been ANYWHERE. And cultus lake doesnt count.
I went to the B.C. Lions game on sat night. My sister got free tickets, and although i told her that i had plans with Tom that night, she guilt-tripped me into going. Its not like i see Tom all the time. But she doesnt understand, I guess, that i miss him when i dont see him. I went from seeing him on a daily basis to not seeing him at all. So I'm in Tommy withdrawl.
Anyway, after insisiting that i come with her so that her night wasnt ruined, eventhough i had plans with Tom, I had to "bump" my plans with him b/c she didnt want her free tickets to go to waste. (I think no one else wanted to go)
I was annoyed at the whole putting off of my plans with Tom, but did so anyway, much to the chagrin of Tom and myself.
My sister insisted that we be there for kickoff, which was at 7. So, me being the punctual one of the family, I showed up when we had agreed.. At 7pm. My sister, obviously didnt give a shit that i was waiting, but instead worried more about her hair than me.
I was livid.
I waited outside for her for half and hour, until she meandered over to where i was waiting for her. She then wondered if i was upset. After i looked at her for several seconds i said, "What do you think?!"
upset doesnt even summarize my feelings.
Than after the game i said goodbye, still feeling pretty pissed and proceeded to meet Tom at Joyce station for 11pm. I got out of the game by around 1030, so i called to make sure he was on his way, i didnt want a repeat performance.
Unfortunatly, there was a misunderstanding, and I waited outside, again, to be picked up.
I was happy to see him, but really cold and still annoyed.
So i have made a decision. I am no longer going to be on time for people who are constantly late. I am going to be late and see how they like standing around waiting for me. All it demonstrates to me is their lack of consideration for me and my feelings. Most people who are close to me know that i am on time or early for most things, unless I am delayed by something- or someone. But I always call if that happens. I rarely get the same respect.
For my birthday, I got phone calls the dady of my birthday explaining why they couldnt show up. Its not just some party celebrating saturdays.. This is my birthday! And becuase i didnt get to celebrate my 25th birthday last year, one would think that people would actually show up to this one.
I know there were people who couldnt be tehre and stuff comes up and stuff.. But if the roles were reversed I wouldnt have been let off the hook so easily.
I am tired of being disapointed. If you dont want to hang out with me, dont make plans with me in the first place.
I'm fed up..
~end of rant~
Most of the reading i am doing is actually quite interesting, and i am still having issues keeping up with it.
There is a girl that i have been competing with in a few of my classes. She's young, she's pretty and she just got into PDP. So not only am I a loser because I am still at school and doing classes that i dont need for the degree i want, but now i am a loser because she won. That's right. I cant apply to PDP until next semester.. But i am not sure if i am going to apply right away or work and travel. I have a lot of options.
I'm thinking of taking the travelling/working route b/c i am almost completely burned out from school. And Its been ages since i have been ANYWHERE. And cultus lake doesnt count.
I went to the B.C. Lions game on sat night. My sister got free tickets, and although i told her that i had plans with Tom that night, she guilt-tripped me into going. Its not like i see Tom all the time. But she doesnt understand, I guess, that i miss him when i dont see him. I went from seeing him on a daily basis to not seeing him at all. So I'm in Tommy withdrawl.
Anyway, after insisiting that i come with her so that her night wasnt ruined, eventhough i had plans with Tom, I had to "bump" my plans with him b/c she didnt want her free tickets to go to waste. (I think no one else wanted to go)
I was annoyed at the whole putting off of my plans with Tom, but did so anyway, much to the chagrin of Tom and myself.
My sister insisted that we be there for kickoff, which was at 7. So, me being the punctual one of the family, I showed up when we had agreed.. At 7pm. My sister, obviously didnt give a shit that i was waiting, but instead worried more about her hair than me.
I was livid.
I waited outside for her for half and hour, until she meandered over to where i was waiting for her. She then wondered if i was upset. After i looked at her for several seconds i said, "What do you think?!"
upset doesnt even summarize my feelings.
Than after the game i said goodbye, still feeling pretty pissed and proceeded to meet Tom at Joyce station for 11pm. I got out of the game by around 1030, so i called to make sure he was on his way, i didnt want a repeat performance.
Unfortunatly, there was a misunderstanding, and I waited outside, again, to be picked up.
I was happy to see him, but really cold and still annoyed.
So i have made a decision. I am no longer going to be on time for people who are constantly late. I am going to be late and see how they like standing around waiting for me. All it demonstrates to me is their lack of consideration for me and my feelings. Most people who are close to me know that i am on time or early for most things, unless I am delayed by something- or someone. But I always call if that happens. I rarely get the same respect.
For my birthday, I got phone calls the dady of my birthday explaining why they couldnt show up. Its not just some party celebrating saturdays.. This is my birthday! And becuase i didnt get to celebrate my 25th birthday last year, one would think that people would actually show up to this one.
I know there were people who couldnt be tehre and stuff comes up and stuff.. But if the roles were reversed I wouldnt have been let off the hook so easily.
I am tired of being disapointed. If you dont want to hang out with me, dont make plans with me in the first place.
I'm fed up..
~end of rant~