gooddays/baddays
"How are you feeling?". A question Im still not sure how to anwser. Well right now, Im okay. But 1 hour, 30 minutes, 15 seconds from now... I could be an absolute mess. I go up and down.
Last night, My girls tried to get me out... get my mind off things. Theyre solution was 3rd row tickets to the Spice Girls. It was the most amazing concert Ive ever been to in my life. But even then, there was a point where I got sick to my stomach and started bawling. People try to understand, but they cant. Unless theyve lost someone theyve loved as much as I loved him, my baby brother. Theres a fine line between Empathy and Sympathy.
Little things help me make it through the day. Like Rosie's constant text messages. I get one every morning when I wake up, and every night when I go to bed... and seriously I wouldnt be able to get outta bed in the morning without them. And Jaq's suprises..Yesterday, I woke up to the doorbell ringing 9 million times.... when I opend it there was a man standing there with 2 dozen SPRINKLES cupcakes.fabulous.
Im just trying to keep myself busy. Stay positive. and love life.
Last night, My girls tried to get me out... get my mind off things. Theyre solution was 3rd row tickets to the Spice Girls. It was the most amazing concert Ive ever been to in my life. But even then, there was a point where I got sick to my stomach and started bawling. People try to understand, but they cant. Unless theyve lost someone theyve loved as much as I loved him, my baby brother. Theres a fine line between Empathy and Sympathy.
Little things help me make it through the day. Like Rosie's constant text messages. I get one every morning when I wake up, and every night when I go to bed... and seriously I wouldnt be able to get outta bed in the morning without them. And Jaq's suprises..Yesterday, I woke up to the doorbell ringing 9 million times.... when I opend it there was a man standing there with 2 dozen SPRINKLES cupcakes.fabulous.
Im just trying to keep myself busy. Stay positive. and love life.