christmas 2010
so yesterday was Christmas and honestly....i was a sour puss. i just hate the fact that my family cant manage to get together, they basically don't exist i dont think its fair. all i want is for the traditions we used to have live on.... but that is not the case. its just me and mom. :(
so i wasn't really excited for anything. if i could i would have just loved to sleep the whole day through.
But i was pleasantly surprised with the gifts i revived. My mom gave me a night gown/robe set and money to fund my euro trip for next yr. It's nice too see that she wants me to see the world.
Robert: was a really nice surprise. He gave me a KINDLE! :) so excited. its so weird. it looks like paper it def doesnt look like a screen. tomorrow i have to call and set it up cause its not connecting to my home wifi.... sadly i dont know why.
He really is the most amazing person i have ever met. i love him so dearly. i really just want to be happy with him for a very very long time. ;D
I bought him a really fancy watch. it had Swarovski crystals in it. elegant but not overly done. I am really happy he liked it. as soon as i take a picture i am going to post it. i love that watch. i really do hope our gifts compare. I wanna make him as happy as he makes me.
I gave myself a 6 quart kitchen aid mixer. FINALLY! i should have done this long time ago. cant wait to use it. ;)
co workers gave me white chocolate peanut butter, a tea pot (very pretty) and an amazing scented candle.
I feel like maybe i should try harder to make an effort on Christmas. Its just so defeating and easier to run away from my feelings and shut out everyone that harms me.
so i wasn't really excited for anything. if i could i would have just loved to sleep the whole day through.
But i was pleasantly surprised with the gifts i revived. My mom gave me a night gown/robe set and money to fund my euro trip for next yr. It's nice too see that she wants me to see the world.
Robert: was a really nice surprise. He gave me a KINDLE! :) so excited. its so weird. it looks like paper it def doesnt look like a screen. tomorrow i have to call and set it up cause its not connecting to my home wifi.... sadly i dont know why.
He really is the most amazing person i have ever met. i love him so dearly. i really just want to be happy with him for a very very long time. ;D
I bought him a really fancy watch. it had Swarovski crystals in it. elegant but not overly done. I am really happy he liked it. as soon as i take a picture i am going to post it. i love that watch. i really do hope our gifts compare. I wanna make him as happy as he makes me.
I gave myself a 6 quart kitchen aid mixer. FINALLY! i should have done this long time ago. cant wait to use it. ;)
co workers gave me white chocolate peanut butter, a tea pot (very pretty) and an amazing scented candle.
I feel like maybe i should try harder to make an effort on Christmas. Its just so defeating and easier to run away from my feelings and shut out everyone that harms me.