remember

[dancersmind]

sometimes i seem to forget that i ahve yet to fail at any of my goals....

at least the major ones.

I graduated in 3 years like i said

i said i would always double major. that was completed as well

i didnt graduate with a 3.6 but hey you cut your losses and you move on.

I joined a sorority like i planned.

i lived on campus

i didnt move away to college but again you cut your losses

i ended up on eboard.

i studied Japanese for 2 semesters

i took a break and did nothing that was too mentally challenging and said i would get a job the march following graduation.

hired march 6ish for a position as an office assistant in an international business.

completed!

i went to europe that summer. as i said i would.

what else is waiting for me? i said i would move next summer july.... Now the real question am i ready to make that happen because clearly anything i say that will happen in my life will.

and i am not 23 yet. i said i would at least at the VERY least be in the process of opening my own bakery when i reached the age of 23.... i just turned 21 and now i need to figure out how to get there. I need the make sure i have the option and the knowledge how to do what i need to do. and let me choose to postpone or go in a different direction.

I said i would decide to go to euro again in november.... its november. every goal money wise i reached. so technically this reached amount is already giving me the ok to go on this adventure with no problems.... its my choice to jump or stay cautious.

i get no where being cautious.......