WhAt A WeEk ThIs WiLl Be!

Mar 21, 2005 21:26

The week didnt start off too bad. Which is good. I decided on a "punishment" for me and Dean, I think I aced a quiz in math and a test in English 4. I got another essay typed for another scholarship. Dance was great today and thats not something I can say very often.

This week will be very busy for me. I have dress rehearsal on Thursday and Friday, I perform on Sat & Sun. Wow, what a life! (lol) Next wk I need to go get my costume for Jazz altered and my prom dress, sense Im wearing it to KELLY JELLY BELLYS miltary ball in Ashville next wkend. I am SO excited.

Dean and I are doing great. He is so good to me and makes me ssooooooooooooooooooo happy. Dean, we still need to talk. There is something I need to get off my shoulders. I only hope that I can find the words and courage I need whenever we do get the chance to talk. (its nothing bad)

I found this in the book I am reading right now and I thought it could be my deep thought for today.

~ Love, Ive come to understand, is more than three words you mumble before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.

This Sunday will be 1 year sense my dad passed away. I miss him so much. I think I miss him the most in the quiet moments of my day, those moments that used to be filled with me "filling him in" about my day. I miss him when big things happen, those times when I just know he would be so proud of me. I miss him all the time. There is nothing I wouldnt do for one more smile, one more hug, one more kiss. But I am so blessed to know that I was never too embarrassed or thought I was too old to hug and kiss my mom and daddy or tell them I loved them, in front of ppl or behind closed doors. I am very blessed to know that the last thing I said to my daddy was I love you. My daddy meant the world to me. But I like this saying:

God has promised to always be with you, and if your loved one is with God, then they are never too far away!

I know my daddy is with my heavenly father and the faith that I have in that is undescribable. My daddy is walking the streets of gold and I know he is watching over me. I only hope that my faith grows because right now it isnt where it needs to be. Im not living the relationship with God that I need to be living.

Pray for the Cantada this wkend, I am praising God in all that I do this wkend with the hopes that someone else may be blessed and come to know the Lord Jesus Christ as their personal savior.

Goodnight Everyone

~Amy Lynn~

And Im still my daddys little girl!
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