damn
NaNoWriMo is soon. Anyone else noticed that lately? I have no idea what I'm doing for it. ok, that isn't QUITE true. Last night at about 2AM as I was going to sleep, I just kinda felt the mood of my book. Of part of it. Of the feeling of the life of someone in it. That's all I had, and I just got up and got a notebook and started writing. I still don't have much of a plot and no character depth and this is all just going to happen off the top of my head come november. It's scary and perfect at the same time.
In other news, I saw Becca. She was back from stupid-ass college for the weekend and Momma, Ima, and I had breakfast with her and Regina. We went to The Original Pancake House, and I got home-fries with much tabasco sauce and brought a thing of Vegan yogurt. It was nice, even though we ate on the patio and it was cold. Did I mention that when I saw Becca, I started to cry? I hadn't seen her since before I left for Portland. It's been almost 3 months, and I just have been missing her so damn much. We spent a HUGE part of the summer together. I showed her The Office and we hung out and talked about HP and everything in the world, and went to movies and bought her laptop and I just with that it could have stayed like that. After breakfast (we where there until 2PM) I rode with her to her house, and then we switched to her car and drove to my house. We argued over Wizard Rock and listened to 3OH!3 and it was just like it was. At my house she showed me people from Wisconsin on her Facebook, and I wore my pointe shoes and danced around and showed her what Benji and I can do from Nutcracker.
We hung out all day, and we dropped Benji off at Nutcracker rehearsal- he told them I was sick so I could spend more time with her- and then we went back to her house. we had dinner, and stayed over there for a while. I helped her pack back up and look up Taxi stuff online and then they dropped me off at my house, and took her to the Airport.
It's not enough.
It's not enough to have just one day- Less than one day. We didn't get to catch up or watch anything together or sing 'In Which Draco And Harry Secretly Want To Make Out'. It's not fair. I don't want her to be gone. I just want to sit and sing Dr. Horrible and translate HP #1 from Latin into English and take pictures of each other on her pretty computer and not have to worry about how soon she'll be gone. I won't see her until Thanksgiving. It's not fair, and I hate college. I wish she was going to CU, and I could come over and stay in her dorm. It's not fair. I feel like a baby, but it's just so hard. It sucks so much. I miss her. I've spent this entire night, watching The Amazing Race and doing the task for DMI with her in the back of my head. AND I DON'T LIKE IT. NOT ONE BIT.
I guess that's all. It's not going to change. It just sucks.
In other news, I saw Becca. She was back from stupid-ass college for the weekend and Momma, Ima, and I had breakfast with her and Regina. We went to The Original Pancake House, and I got home-fries with much tabasco sauce and brought a thing of Vegan yogurt. It was nice, even though we ate on the patio and it was cold. Did I mention that when I saw Becca, I started to cry? I hadn't seen her since before I left for Portland. It's been almost 3 months, and I just have been missing her so damn much. We spent a HUGE part of the summer together. I showed her The Office and we hung out and talked about HP and everything in the world, and went to movies and bought her laptop and I just with that it could have stayed like that. After breakfast (we where there until 2PM) I rode with her to her house, and then we switched to her car and drove to my house. We argued over Wizard Rock and listened to 3OH!3 and it was just like it was. At my house she showed me people from Wisconsin on her Facebook, and I wore my pointe shoes and danced around and showed her what Benji and I can do from Nutcracker.
We hung out all day, and we dropped Benji off at Nutcracker rehearsal- he told them I was sick so I could spend more time with her- and then we went back to her house. we had dinner, and stayed over there for a while. I helped her pack back up and look up Taxi stuff online and then they dropped me off at my house, and took her to the Airport.
It's not enough.
It's not enough to have just one day- Less than one day. We didn't get to catch up or watch anything together or sing 'In Which Draco And Harry Secretly Want To Make Out'. It's not fair. I don't want her to be gone. I just want to sit and sing Dr. Horrible and translate HP #1 from Latin into English and take pictures of each other on her pretty computer and not have to worry about how soon she'll be gone. I won't see her until Thanksgiving. It's not fair, and I hate college. I wish she was going to CU, and I could come over and stay in her dorm. It's not fair. I feel like a baby, but it's just so hard. It sucks so much. I miss her. I've spent this entire night, watching The Amazing Race and doing the task for DMI with her in the back of my head. AND I DON'T LIKE IT. NOT ONE BIT.
I guess that's all. It's not going to change. It just sucks.