It's been a long time.
So I fell of the face ofthe interwebz for a little- it had been 6 weeks when I decided to drop the computer. Lots and lost of fail, eh? Going without internet has been really strange. Before I killed it, I was pretty much online every night, on FB chat and LJ and up to date on my many internet things. It felt really nice. I didn't have to spend an hour checking up on things, I was downloading things to my iPod, I was watching Vlog Brothers, and I was finally getting to become a bigger part of the HP fandom. I was pleased. And then. *pout*
Life has been really strange for me lately. The last week has been a large mix of amazing epic adventures with Becca, and lots and lots of very depressing, shitty things. I've been struggling a lot to get time on the phone, more than usually, and I'm not used to missing it. Kitty keeps falling asleep before I can talk, and that makes me sad. She is made of so much adorable when she's sleepy. I misses that. Z was gonna read me more TSC today, but he hasn't called yet and I'm at the library, so that wouldn't even work. Suddenly I'm relying on the phone. That isn't normal for me, and it makes everything harder.
I had this amazing chance to audition for a production of the musical Bare, that is being up on by the brand new Gravity Defied Theater company. The two gay boys who started it adore me, they said that they would let me audition even though I'm not 16 yet- but we're moving. And anyway, it opens on the same weekend as HSC, which I am NOT going to miss. Blake from chorus is in it, and he keeps talking about it, and the whole chorus went to see their first run-through of act I on Thursday, and it made me miss theatre SO MUCH. Bare is amazing. Depressing, but beautiful and funny and I miss the community and I can just see me being in it. I need to be part of the theatre again. So much.
Becca and I are pretty much spending every moment together, and I'm really realizing that when we move, I won't see her when she comes home for break. There will be a month and a half of the summer when I won't be able to see her every day, she can't call me at 1:15 in the morning and we won't be able to drive around Denver blasting I Write Sins Not Tragedies and Don't Trust Me and I Kissed A Girl and Wizard Rock and Musicals and Baby I'm an Anarchist and Disturbia and everything else. We won't be able to go to Pete's Diner or IHop at 3 in the morning and share milkshakes and cheese fries and PIE. This year with her at school as sucked enough. Cutting off part of the time I'll get with her sounds stupid.
Because we're moving. The boys are leaving for Ranch Camp in a little more than a week. I'll be flying to Indiana on the 7th, and be there for about 9 days, I think (if you think there is any way you could visit me in Evansville, Indiana, you should let me know. I'm closer than usual to most of my best friends, so I want to do whatever I can to make visiting possible.) Then I'll spend the next week with Becca until the boys get home. Then we have to wait for HBP on the 15th because if I missed our marathon tradition, Becca would never forgive me. Then Judy is going to be in town from Ohio, so momma wants us to wait until she leaves. So we're leaving after July 20th. Thank god.
There is more, believe it or not. But I have 6 minutes left on this computer, and if this somehow disappears I want to be able to write some short update. Good luck to me.
I'll write more later.
Life has been really strange for me lately. The last week has been a large mix of amazing epic adventures with Becca, and lots and lots of very depressing, shitty things. I've been struggling a lot to get time on the phone, more than usually, and I'm not used to missing it. Kitty keeps falling asleep before I can talk, and that makes me sad. She is made of so much adorable when she's sleepy. I misses that. Z was gonna read me more TSC today, but he hasn't called yet and I'm at the library, so that wouldn't even work. Suddenly I'm relying on the phone. That isn't normal for me, and it makes everything harder.
I had this amazing chance to audition for a production of the musical Bare, that is being up on by the brand new Gravity Defied Theater company. The two gay boys who started it adore me, they said that they would let me audition even though I'm not 16 yet- but we're moving. And anyway, it opens on the same weekend as HSC, which I am NOT going to miss. Blake from chorus is in it, and he keeps talking about it, and the whole chorus went to see their first run-through of act I on Thursday, and it made me miss theatre SO MUCH. Bare is amazing. Depressing, but beautiful and funny and I miss the community and I can just see me being in it. I need to be part of the theatre again. So much.
Becca and I are pretty much spending every moment together, and I'm really realizing that when we move, I won't see her when she comes home for break. There will be a month and a half of the summer when I won't be able to see her every day, she can't call me at 1:15 in the morning and we won't be able to drive around Denver blasting I Write Sins Not Tragedies and Don't Trust Me and I Kissed A Girl and Wizard Rock and Musicals and Baby I'm an Anarchist and Disturbia and everything else. We won't be able to go to Pete's Diner or IHop at 3 in the morning and share milkshakes and cheese fries and PIE. This year with her at school as sucked enough. Cutting off part of the time I'll get with her sounds stupid.
Because we're moving. The boys are leaving for Ranch Camp in a little more than a week. I'll be flying to Indiana on the 7th, and be there for about 9 days, I think (if you think there is any way you could visit me in Evansville, Indiana, you should let me know. I'm closer than usual to most of my best friends, so I want to do whatever I can to make visiting possible.) Then I'll spend the next week with Becca until the boys get home. Then we have to wait for HBP on the 15th because if I missed our marathon tradition, Becca would never forgive me. Then Judy is going to be in town from Ohio, so momma wants us to wait until she leaves. So we're leaving after July 20th. Thank god.
There is more, believe it or not. But I have 6 minutes left on this computer, and if this somehow disappears I want to be able to write some short update. Good luck to me.
I'll write more later.