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Its hard to believe but the whole Zack thing was such a blessing in disguise...
1) it got him out of my life.
2)brought me back to being myself (which was so impossible before)
3)got me straight edge
4)none of my shit is ruined on a daily basis anymore
5)NOW when Im doing sometihng Im doing it for ME, not to please anyone else.
6) VERY GREAT THING- got me to stop drinking and stuff... completely :) which makes me very happy... its stupid.
I dont know, without him in my life Im a happier person, everythings going to be ok.
BUT the second he gets out of jail THATS it, im leaving, moving to Philly...
but for now-
... its just time to pick up all the broken peices... and live life.
"...and when you're up it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you think you'll never be up again. But life goes on."
I love Patricia and evertthing we do together. We have been the best bestfriends for a while and shes like my gaurdian angel, I really dont know what I'd do w/o her.
We love her hockey players... shes going out with MOU (jared)... and Brooklyn Boy's REAL name is LOU... so it's funny. And I love lil Cales too, caleigh's like my lil sister. I wish mou and lou were best friends.
I looked pretty last night (minus the back eye and sling).
call me, i miss so many people.
1) it got him out of my life.
2)brought me back to being myself (which was so impossible before)
3)got me straight edge
4)none of my shit is ruined on a daily basis anymore
5)NOW when Im doing sometihng Im doing it for ME, not to please anyone else.
6) VERY GREAT THING- got me to stop drinking and stuff... completely :) which makes me very happy... its stupid.
I dont know, without him in my life Im a happier person, everythings going to be ok.
BUT the second he gets out of jail THATS it, im leaving, moving to Philly...
but for now-
... its just time to pick up all the broken peices... and live life.
"...and when you're up it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you think you'll never be up again. But life goes on."
I love Patricia and evertthing we do together. We have been the best bestfriends for a while and shes like my gaurdian angel, I really dont know what I'd do w/o her.
We love her hockey players... shes going out with MOU (jared)... and Brooklyn Boy's REAL name is LOU... so it's funny. And I love lil Cales too, caleigh's like my lil sister. I wish mou and lou were best friends.
I looked pretty last night (minus the back eye and sling).
call me, i miss so many people.