Aug 10, 2004 02:35
GOD! I am SO sick of a certain person. I don't want to say who it is let's just say it's someone with a mouth that he uses a lot. But I'm not going to get upset about it because that would be pointless. Life is only so long and you can't go around pissed off all the time.
Anyway I'm just so irritated. "He" knows how I feel and I think I know how he feels and I don't think he understands where I'm coming from. It's like when you find yourself in a situation like this and people tell you everything's going to be alright and you know it won't but you have to pretend like it will and eventually you change and everything turns out alright anyway. I just have to get into that mindset that will make me change and not hurt so much.
If your reading this right now, "You", don't even think about trying to talk to me right now. He never thinks about how I feel or about what I want to do. Life is only so long and we have to live it before it's over, you know? Paul Mcartney said "Planning is what happens when you live your life" and I definitely think that's true. It's something I try to remember when "he" gets me so annoyed.
I shouldn't get so angry. If I weren't so myself things like this wouldn't happen. I'm going to sit in bed and cry for a while and hope I feel better in the morning.