Aug 31, 2005 19:27
okay. seperation doesn't get easier with time. because bernard and i have been apart for 9months last year, doesn't make it any easier. it's actually harder this year. the past year we've grown alot closer and leaving him hurt alot more than last year.
people need to leave their negative comments behind.
it someone's brother is going back to iraq for the third time, are you gonna be like, "oh. you should be used to it. therefore i don't care." no matter what, distance sucks. especially when you love someone with all your heart.
I'm sick and tired of people thinking bernard and i are fake or whatever. do not dislike us because we have substance. it's been 19 months and we still have not fought. things just keep getting better. he understands me like no one else has. we compliment eachother.
it's hard for everyone leaving their loved ones, but when you don't know what to expect, it doesn't hurt as much. saying goodbye this year was so much harder, but i'm not putting my life on hold because of it.
k. got that out.
happy 19 month anniversary baby. i love you so much.