Why?

[danceintheabyss]

Laying in bed, listening to whats unsaid.
Laying in bed, writing my heart.
Wondering where to start.
Wondering where to end.

Defend! Defend yourself, your abilities, your art.

I ponder why I bother.
To put myself out there.
To create, to make.
Why?

Defend! Defend who you are, why you be, why you breathe!

I cry, sometimes, laying bed.
Deep within my pillow so no one will hear.
Hiding my pain,
hiding my fear.

Defend! Defend your right to continue on, to cry, to rave!

Sometimes there is someone beside me.
They do not hear, they do not see.
I hide too well.
Why?

Defend!
Why?
Defend!
Why?
Why?
Why?