i've cut down smoking!!!! YEEEAAAA !!!!!
So i've been throwing up all day.
Fun fun.
i hate being sick.
Grr.
I'll live.
Yeah, so saturday went to work then went to ian's around 5ish and hung out til about 11:30.
Was good.
He, Chris (one of his brothers) and I decided to do a hamburger dinner thing, but couldn't decide where to go, couldn't think of ANY good burger joints so Chris and I figured it would be cool to make our own burgers, so yeah, went to Woolies, brought food, then went to the beach and cooked them on this tiny little gas stove. I had the pleasure of eating the patty which was 'less cooked' gah.
So yeah, then we watched the stars and sat around til about 9:30 then went back to ian's. Chris went to bed and Ian and I watched a movie, and yes, obvisouly i can't remember WHAT movie it was. Heh heh heh.
And yeah, kinda had a bit of a talk to him after mucking around and whatever.
Still don't know what we "are", don't know what he wants anymore either. But as far as I'm concerned, we're kinda seeing eachother, in a non-serious form, but don't have the title of "boyfriend/girlfriend", and also have the option of "seeing other people" I guess.
I'm not sure if that's what we are though.
I said "I know you're still screwing Liz on the side..." and he's like "Um, no. I still see her, but it's just friends, I don't want her, never gonna get back with her, am not screwing her"
so i was happy, i mean, come on, i think a cheating lesbian is pretty damn low, and although he is a dickhead, he does desevre better than her
But yeah, also got kinda weirded out before we went for burgers, Ian's dad asked if he could have a bit of a chat with me ... he goes:
"I hope you're keeping Ian in line, he doesn't deserve you, we (he and ian's mum) both think you're a really great girl, and you're always welcomed in our house. We know Ian's fucked up alot, and is hurting you still (he still thinks ian and liz are together) but we really want to see the two of you together again, you're a really nice girl, and we all love you heaps, and we're trying to make ian realise that he's a fucker and shouldn't be doing this to you" (at which point I said "I've tried to make him realise that I do care about him and like alot and want him back, but noone can force him to do what we think is 'best'. He's got to make his own decisions, and right now I'm happy with what we are, and hopefully things will turn out for the best when he finally realises what he wants.")
so he went on with "Just wanted to let you know that we both are supporting you, and we are trying to encourage him to not fuck you around"
Then Mrs Scott start going on how Mr Scott is a dick and can't believe he said something like that to me, she was really suprised, and when i told ian and chris what was said they both go "Dad does not say stuff like that, he must really like you"
And I'm like "YES IAN !!!! SEE EVEN YOUR PARENTS LIKE ME !!!!!"
heheheheheh
Anyway, i've made myself dizy.
Good night folks.
Fun fun.
i hate being sick.
Grr.
I'll live.
Yeah, so saturday went to work then went to ian's around 5ish and hung out til about 11:30.
Was good.
He, Chris (one of his brothers) and I decided to do a hamburger dinner thing, but couldn't decide where to go, couldn't think of ANY good burger joints so Chris and I figured it would be cool to make our own burgers, so yeah, went to Woolies, brought food, then went to the beach and cooked them on this tiny little gas stove. I had the pleasure of eating the patty which was 'less cooked' gah.
So yeah, then we watched the stars and sat around til about 9:30 then went back to ian's. Chris went to bed and Ian and I watched a movie, and yes, obvisouly i can't remember WHAT movie it was. Heh heh heh.
And yeah, kinda had a bit of a talk to him after mucking around and whatever.
Still don't know what we "are", don't know what he wants anymore either. But as far as I'm concerned, we're kinda seeing eachother, in a non-serious form, but don't have the title of "boyfriend/girlfriend", and also have the option of "seeing other people" I guess.
I'm not sure if that's what we are though.
I said "I know you're still screwing Liz on the side..." and he's like "Um, no. I still see her, but it's just friends, I don't want her, never gonna get back with her, am not screwing her"
so i was happy, i mean, come on, i think a cheating lesbian is pretty damn low, and although he is a dickhead, he does desevre better than her
But yeah, also got kinda weirded out before we went for burgers, Ian's dad asked if he could have a bit of a chat with me ... he goes:
"I hope you're keeping Ian in line, he doesn't deserve you, we (he and ian's mum) both think you're a really great girl, and you're always welcomed in our house. We know Ian's fucked up alot, and is hurting you still (he still thinks ian and liz are together) but we really want to see the two of you together again, you're a really nice girl, and we all love you heaps, and we're trying to make ian realise that he's a fucker and shouldn't be doing this to you" (at which point I said "I've tried to make him realise that I do care about him and like alot and want him back, but noone can force him to do what we think is 'best'. He's got to make his own decisions, and right now I'm happy with what we are, and hopefully things will turn out for the best when he finally realises what he wants.")
so he went on with "Just wanted to let you know that we both are supporting you, and we are trying to encourage him to not fuck you around"
Then Mrs Scott start going on how Mr Scott is a dick and can't believe he said something like that to me, she was really suprised, and when i told ian and chris what was said they both go "Dad does not say stuff like that, he must really like you"
And I'm like "YES IAN !!!! SEE EVEN YOUR PARENTS LIKE ME !!!!!"
heheheheheh
Anyway, i've made myself dizy.
Good night folks.