what if we were paradise?
I think this is the longest I've gone without writing anything in here.. lately things have been okay. A lot of drama with my close friends.. Some days I wonder why stupid shit happens and all I want to do is just go to sleep till high schools over. I try and avoid that crap the best I can but it always bites me in the ass. and boys-dont get me started, for once I dont really like anyone, and I feel completely empty and lost inside.. I mean there are some I could see myself with, but Im sure in their eyes were nothing. All I want is just that someone to hold on to. To hear his voice last everynight with a goodnight beautiful-i love you.. Im a huge cuddler, it gets unbearable when theres no one there to cuddle with. I really dont understand why my relationships are shitty or non existant. I see myself as a nice girl, fun? Im not youre average girl im really not. Theres more to me than the eye can see.
anyways-on a better note, Friday I signed the papers and now Im offically a model for Exxcell Model and Talent Agnecy.. I had a photoshoot on saturday. i felt like shit all day long but I met a very hot and nice male model (whos 23 but oh well) we exchanged email addys and hopefully Ill hear from him soon.
anyways-on a better note, Friday I signed the papers and now Im offically a model for Exxcell Model and Talent Agnecy.. I had a photoshoot on saturday. i felt like shit all day long but I met a very hot and nice male model (whos 23 but oh well) we exchanged email addys and hopefully Ill hear from him soon.