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[dance_witme]

So Jenn's birthday was a good time. I hated work but after we all went out. I had way too much to drink and was fine till later on until my mozerella sticks decided to show UP and ruin the fun, but luckily it was on the way home. I worked thursday but I can't remember what I did at night. Friday I think I might have worked AGAIN (keep in mind working 4 days with 4 long shifts is difficult for me) and then went out with everyone and ended up at the pits.. meghan forgot her shoes, that was funny. We were all trying to pop squats but kept like rolling our ankles it was so fucking funny.lol. I was the Designated Driver cause I had the least to drink, so I had to drive meghans new car(not that i minded its wicked nice) and then I slept over Jessicas house for the 1st time in forever!! THis morning Jess and I slept in till 11:45, that was so nice. Then we spent this lovely hot as hell day on the boat with all of my VIPs :-D I love these girls to death they mean everything to me that no one will ever understand. Tonight Jeff came over since I figured I had nothing to do but of course.. 10 minutes before he came Jess called saying we were going out. but obviously I couldn't so that stunk.
I don't know whats wrong with me. I have something so great that no one will ever get the chance to have and I don't want it as much as I should. Of course im talking about him. Maybe cause its summertime and I want to do whatever. I still want him in my life but im not ready to settle down yet, I'm still only 17 and just living my life to the fullest.. and I really can't do that with everyone telling me who to see or what to do. (mom)

On a better note(not really) I get to work tomorrow @ 9-2.. I work so much its ridiculous