I keep waking up really early... But then I usually get back to sleep. Things have been weird lately and I've had a lot on my mind, but really, I'm not sure what it is. I haven't been feeling well lately either, but maybe that's my odd sleeping patterns... I feel like there are more things I should write about, but I think it's probably time to head back to bed. I'll write them later, if I can remember.
I think about Kaiba more than I should lately. I feel really strange... It's almost as though... As though I miss him. When I wake up at four in the morning and sit against the wall, he always finds some way into my thoughts. I wonder when he'll come back. Part of me wonders if he'll be happy to see me, and I have no idea where the heck that comes from... And... There's no reason to believe he's hurt or anything, but the fact that I can't see that for myself makes me worry more than I ever expected I'd worry about him. I wish he'd just come back soon...
I hope you're sleeping well, Kaiba...