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I want to help Alyssa feel better, because her situation reminds me of what happened with Eric, except prbly even worse. So Alyssa, if you read this, I love you.
Zach is prbly the most amazing human being ever, Haha. It was sooooo good to see him again last night. And Gaby was there too, and she seems really nice/chill right now. Hopefully she stays that way, aha. But she's cool, you'll all like like her.
Aside from that... I still think almost everyone needs a reality check when it comes to their 'problems' and I don't much care if you agree with or not. In my opinion, it's true, end of story. Be grateful.
My mom keeps cancelling my haircut and back-to-school shopping because of sad things, like her being too sick. Today, it's because my dad has to come over because he's too upset about Grandpa to be alone. I guess I'll be in my room/at Zach's all day, aha.
I don't want to go back to school, because who's gonna take care of my mom? She just keeps getting sicker and sicker. They had to change her chemo to low-dose because she can't even handle high-dose anymore. And that won't help as much. I'm so worried about her. If I'm at school all day, and so is Jeremiah... I don't know what will happen.
School will be interesting though. I can't wait to see if people who didn't talk to me all summer try and be buddy-buddy with me. I decided I'm not gonna let that happen. I don't need anymore negativity in my life.
Zach is prbly the most amazing human being ever, Haha. It was sooooo good to see him again last night. And Gaby was there too, and she seems really nice/chill right now. Hopefully she stays that way, aha. But she's cool, you'll all like like her.
Aside from that... I still think almost everyone needs a reality check when it comes to their 'problems' and I don't much care if you agree with or not. In my opinion, it's true, end of story. Be grateful.
My mom keeps cancelling my haircut and back-to-school shopping because of sad things, like her being too sick. Today, it's because my dad has to come over because he's too upset about Grandpa to be alone. I guess I'll be in my room/at Zach's all day, aha.
I don't want to go back to school, because who's gonna take care of my mom? She just keeps getting sicker and sicker. They had to change her chemo to low-dose because she can't even handle high-dose anymore. And that won't help as much. I'm so worried about her. If I'm at school all day, and so is Jeremiah... I don't know what will happen.
School will be interesting though. I can't wait to see if people who didn't talk to me all summer try and be buddy-buddy with me. I decided I'm not gonna let that happen. I don't need anymore negativity in my life.