[dance_for_rain]

it feels like this alien fire is sweeping through me. it alters my moods and inward existence. and i wake each day and drive. and it seems like every morning i'm praying for the car beside me to ram right into me so i won't have to face the rest of the day

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[gift_of_gab]

oh emma...

[shinecryzephyr]

come to me. and i'm gonna go home my birthday weekend, i hope. so i will give you a big hug on the 15th or 16th. and call me. i love you. and you WILL get through this, with a little help from your friends and a lot of time. and love. call me anytime. i know i could call you if i needed to.

[elfearz]

"she's better than me."
I wish you didn't feel that way. You're an amazing person with many talents who is extremely loyal to her friends. *big hug*
Things will be ok. I know it doesn't seem like it and I know I've never lived your life, but I've been down before, down really dark roads and there is light at the end of the tunnel.

For what it's worth this was REALLY beautifully written.

[dance_for_rain]

thank you so very much renee. for all the things you said. :)