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well, this summer is getting close to being over. it's pretty weird. i mean, when i look back to may i'm like sheeeeeeeeit that felt like forever ago, but then when i think about it again, i'm like whoaaaa this summer flew by. either way, this summer hasn't made much sense, but i guess it's been pretty productive. i made a lot of money that is no longer anywhere near my account but in many other bill collectors accounts, as it goes, i guess. i liked both jobs. next summer....will NOT be like this one, though. it's going to be summer'0heaven instead of summer'0suck, and i cannot wait.
i think this semester is going to be good though, i do. i'll miss rach. jason and chris seem cool, and they're all like "oh yeah morgan and julie, make the apartment girly, we'll take care of the futon/pots and pans/furniture/etc" and morgan and i are like SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. straight guys allowing us to make their living space girly? this could be love.
my man situation is very strange. i miss john so much, it's ridiculous. i feel like there's no closure on this situation, that's what the problem is. i'm constantly like, 'oh yeah, this is going to be so fun blah blah blah' and then i'm like, oh wait...what about john? if i knew it was a definite, no, nothing's going to happen, i'm in pennsylvania for good, and i don't want to be with you, then i could be like oh my life sucks, but at least i would KNOW. i hope he comes to the wedding. then i can talk to him and get it straightened out, even if it means, hey we have terrible timing and i met you two weeks before you leave the navy after being in it for five years.
and then, i have dave calling me. still. and i don't pick up. because i'm a big bitch. but i kinda WANT to pick up, and i kinda WANT to hang out with him, but then i'm like noo because what about? what if? blah blah, you know how i am.
oh yeah, i have a problem. i am boy crazy. therapy?
nicole is getting married this weekend. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOooooooly. it's going to be awesome.
i saw ld today when i dropped my sister off at practice. i love him. i miss him. i miss band. seriously. we had so much fun.
but really, walking into that high school was SO WEIRD. i can't believe what two years will do to you, and how much older you really feel when you see the cheerleaders outside practicing, and you're like, holy shit they're FRESHMAN?! did i look like i was like 13 when i was a FRESHMAN?! oh wait, i WAS 13 when i was a freshman...wait, i'm 20 NOW?!?!?! holy SHIT. seriously, that was my thought process.
josh called me, and then joe called me right after. i love them. i will be happy to see them on a regular basis again. joe is bringing up his bike so he can visit me more easily. what a good boy. and josh won't need a bike, but he will need a blow up mattress because i can guarantee he's going to be at my apartment more than his own room. actually, joe too. maybe i should get those bunk beds that have the double bed on bottom and make them spoon. hahahahahaha.
okay i need to do laundry. asssssss always.
rachel, if PS isn't in collegiate chorale this semester i'm going to be very disappointed. but don't worry, i'm sure i'll have a different crush so i will just fill you in on that one instead. hahahaha.
i think this semester is going to be good though, i do. i'll miss rach. jason and chris seem cool, and they're all like "oh yeah morgan and julie, make the apartment girly, we'll take care of the futon/pots and pans/furniture/etc" and morgan and i are like SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. straight guys allowing us to make their living space girly? this could be love.
my man situation is very strange. i miss john so much, it's ridiculous. i feel like there's no closure on this situation, that's what the problem is. i'm constantly like, 'oh yeah, this is going to be so fun blah blah blah' and then i'm like, oh wait...what about john? if i knew it was a definite, no, nothing's going to happen, i'm in pennsylvania for good, and i don't want to be with you, then i could be like oh my life sucks, but at least i would KNOW. i hope he comes to the wedding. then i can talk to him and get it straightened out, even if it means, hey we have terrible timing and i met you two weeks before you leave the navy after being in it for five years.
and then, i have dave calling me. still. and i don't pick up. because i'm a big bitch. but i kinda WANT to pick up, and i kinda WANT to hang out with him, but then i'm like noo because what about? what if? blah blah, you know how i am.
oh yeah, i have a problem. i am boy crazy. therapy?
nicole is getting married this weekend. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOooooooly. it's going to be awesome.
i saw ld today when i dropped my sister off at practice. i love him. i miss him. i miss band. seriously. we had so much fun.
but really, walking into that high school was SO WEIRD. i can't believe what two years will do to you, and how much older you really feel when you see the cheerleaders outside practicing, and you're like, holy shit they're FRESHMAN?! did i look like i was like 13 when i was a FRESHMAN?! oh wait, i WAS 13 when i was a freshman...wait, i'm 20 NOW?!?!?! holy SHIT. seriously, that was my thought process.
josh called me, and then joe called me right after. i love them. i will be happy to see them on a regular basis again. joe is bringing up his bike so he can visit me more easily. what a good boy. and josh won't need a bike, but he will need a blow up mattress because i can guarantee he's going to be at my apartment more than his own room. actually, joe too. maybe i should get those bunk beds that have the double bed on bottom and make them spoon. hahahahahaha.
okay i need to do laundry. asssssss always.
rachel, if PS isn't in collegiate chorale this semester i'm going to be very disappointed. but don't worry, i'm sure i'll have a different crush so i will just fill you in on that one instead. hahahaha.