Apr 04, 2008 00:53
I'm already thinking about and freaking out about the spare time I'll have next year, since I'm only going to be involved in NRHH has a general member. The closest thing that I can equate the past few years to is a relationship. I have been dating my orgs. I'm sure I think about them as much, if not more, than some girls think about their boyfriends. So where am I going to direct all of that energy? And I love how I'm thinking about this and my time with CAB isn't even over yet. I have about a month left. After our budget meeting the other night, I realized that there is no way in hell that I would be able to work with Jamie. I was almost to the point of walking out on that meeting, and that org is dysfunctional enough without adding a president who can not get along with the advisor. I am going to place some serious consideration on applying for WURHA Parliamentarian for next year. I will really need to evaluate how much I want the position because of what I can bring to it and how much I want it just because it's something to do. I really don't see myself directing that energy at my studies....It wouldn't be a social enough activity for me.
I think I've been doing better these past few months. Figuring out who I really am and what I really want in my life. For a while there I was definetly drifting, lost at sea.