and i cant pick up these poeces
"i feel so broken up
and i give up
i just wanna tell you so you know"
wow i am insanely tired i think i might faint. Today was like a crappy day i felt so down the whole day. I like almost broke down in chem, and at lunch i basically lost it. I almost called david to pick me up but i have like a phobia of missing like important classes, aka a class i am failing so i stayed and i really shouldnt have. We did nothing i just dazed off more and got more depressed about my grades, if david had picked me up i dont know how much better that wouldve been i geuss my mind wouldve gotten off the fact that i am failing life. Dive coach hasnt called back :-/ w/e. The only things i look forward to know is practice and meets i know pretty sad, Even weekends seem to be crappy due to me always thinking about school and how i wont get into college and how i am a failure. I have only had one day of lunch and it is the first day back from break. That is how sad it is. I quit as the song lyrics state and i just want you to know. only the song is like about losing a bf/gf so really made no sense to put in this entry except for those lines. W/e. I think i might go to read. I know dana reading?!?! WTF dana reads?! when i have time i would like toooo but i never seem to find time...aka there are so much better things to do in life then read about other people life. I geuss thats why i like to write, i write about my funny moments or my un funny moments, i might not be good at it but its sure as hell better than reading about something. i know this is such a contradiction cuz i do read ppls lj's alot, but thats just being nosey and its true i am nosey so there we go!! Wow i am such a bitch... ok well not really i was thinking about it and everyone is a bitch, we all jusdge people before we meet them, what makes someone a true bitch though is if they show it. A truely nice person is someone that doesnt let that bitch come out of them. Think about it, you pass someone in the hallway and something is wierd with them, a bitchy person would laugh in there face but another person would say what they are thinking in there heads. wow this is like dana be an ass week.
People tell me i never stop smiling and i never stop laughing. I think the reason for this is that i figure if i smile and laugh everything will seem so much better and truthfully sometimes it works but warning for those of you that try this method it all comes to you at one moment and you will break down aka tonight while walking my dog and then me coming into the house and doing my hw on the roof at 6 at night. My brother thought i was like on crack. so my bro thinks i am a druggie, my dad thinks i am addicted to advil and my mother thinks i am suicidal due to my health essay. Life is greatttt!! :-)
out before i say anything else that is mean obnoxious offensive or just plina crappy
wasted entry dana will always love you!
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