I wish my time would be right without me having to correct it
I know I can write papers. I know if I sit down in front of a computer without the internet, I can write the bastard. But I put it in my mind that I need to have a huge block of time to write the thing. But I dont. I can get a lot done in an uninterrupted hour. Im taking 3 classes next semester that are writing, and I will get over this terrible habit.
Im quite content with life. I dont know what my problem was. I was thinking of a friend and how young she was, and did the math and realized she was only two years younger than me. Im so young, not old, young. Young, idealistic, naive, stupid. But Im having fun.
So friends, I will do this paper. Buddhism, which so much of my grade depends on. And I realized that all I really learned in the class was how easy it is to bullshit about Buddhism. Towards the end all I heard and read is how zen and tantra are filled with contradictions and cryptic sayings. But my GSI can amazing see through bullshit. Not that Buddhism itsself is bullshit, it is a brilliant philosophy and I try to adopt the principles into my life. But it is a religion of contradictions. Find some zen, that kind of thing.
But before I write this paper, I will call and eat with sanja and vacuum. Yes. And when I cant focus, I will do a bunch of other dumb activities. Oh dear.
Im quite content with life. I dont know what my problem was. I was thinking of a friend and how young she was, and did the math and realized she was only two years younger than me. Im so young, not old, young. Young, idealistic, naive, stupid. But Im having fun.
So friends, I will do this paper. Buddhism, which so much of my grade depends on. And I realized that all I really learned in the class was how easy it is to bullshit about Buddhism. Towards the end all I heard and read is how zen and tantra are filled with contradictions and cryptic sayings. But my GSI can amazing see through bullshit. Not that Buddhism itsself is bullshit, it is a brilliant philosophy and I try to adopt the principles into my life. But it is a religion of contradictions. Find some zen, that kind of thing.
But before I write this paper, I will call and eat with sanja and vacuum. Yes. And when I cant focus, I will do a bunch of other dumb activities. Oh dear.