Sep 30, 2004 16:13
Someone said something today that really stung. Girl: "It's Dan the Man." Guy she's with: "Don't say it out loud. It might make him think he's popular."
You have no idea how much that hurt deep inside.
I try to be unique. I try to have fun. I try to do things to make people smile, even if it's at my own expense, making myself look like an idiot. But when someone says something like that, that just stuck in my mind all afternoon, and I needed to get my frustration out somehow...
I mean, I try to just be me. I shouldn't give a damn what other people think, but I do. I mean, I just try to be me. Let's look at the things that I did just today which I did because it's me and I'm comfortable with who I am why don't we...
I tuck in my shirt. Not too many other people do that...
Haha, I yell down a hall full of people "Hi Matt!" in a girl's voice. Who else besides Matt does that??
I let people put tape on my back. Most people can't let go enough to do that.
I'm nt afraid to laugh if I think something's funny, even if it's probably not the most appropriate thing to do.
I'm not afraid to state my opinions on things. Anything really.
I do what I think is right, even if some people disagree with me. I try to please as many as I can, but can't please all.
That's all I can think of right off the top of my head, but theres so much about me that people don't know.. and so little things get to me at times... I just hope that life gets a little better soon. I hope that things begin to work out. It's my last year, so I really hope things turn good.