The Last Pages of the Chapter
Goodbyes are the most overwhelming thing a man could ever have. You might be happy or sad, or even get a mishmash of emotions, depending on the predicament.
It was difficult to bid goodbye, but I had to do it; otherwise, I would be left hanging in melancholy. The feeling was surreal. I could finally take a deep breath. I could finally take my worries off, even just for a while. Sigh.
I never thought I would be partly happy and partly miserable knowing that I am going to take the next step. The mantra in my head keeps ringing, telling me that this too shall pass. I wonder how much grain of patience will be consumed in every time that passes by. The more I think about it, the more I get anxious. I really should put all my sh*t together starting today.
Anyhow, it was one heck of an experience. I never planned on this kind of journey. Although it was difficult to grasp at first, I was able to, little by little. If it is God's plan, then I have no right to object. He knows what He's doing and what's best for me. No matter what happens, I surrender everything to Him.
Before I turn to the next page, I'd better have a good closure. I want everything set up. I want to paint a very big smile on everyone. That should also be the same for them.
It was difficult to bid goodbye, but I had to do it; otherwise, I would be left hanging in melancholy. The feeling was surreal. I could finally take a deep breath. I could finally take my worries off, even just for a while. Sigh.
I never thought I would be partly happy and partly miserable knowing that I am going to take the next step. The mantra in my head keeps ringing, telling me that this too shall pass. I wonder how much grain of patience will be consumed in every time that passes by. The more I think about it, the more I get anxious. I really should put all my sh*t together starting today.
Anyhow, it was one heck of an experience. I never planned on this kind of journey. Although it was difficult to grasp at first, I was able to, little by little. If it is God's plan, then I have no right to object. He knows what He's doing and what's best for me. No matter what happens, I surrender everything to Him.
Before I turn to the next page, I'd better have a good closure. I want everything set up. I want to paint a very big smile on everyone. That should also be the same for them.