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i'm feeling weird today. i feel great because God is so good. last night was fantastic. it was so good to be back. reconnecting after such a long time away is just...the bomb. i'm stoked to get to work with the kids again. today, i'm meeting with the head of missions and working on our plan for this year. i've been so out of the loop
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i dont keep up with it that much and lately i have started posting again mainly due to my problem.
my girlfriend and i have recently split up. it has been a mess and a big freakin hearbreak.
i made a mistake the saturday before last and now i have lost her probably forever.
what you wrote in your latest entry about how you wonder if she showed you her heart to get you into situations and how she quickly cast you out and completely dismissed who you are and what she said you were to her and what she said she saw in you.
well this is somewhat my situation. i would like to go into more detail with you.
i also gathered from your post that you are a christian? that is another thing i have struggled with since this has happened and i am questioning the strength of my faith and i have been somewhat resenting/questioning God and am always looking for a helpful word or something.
i hope this doesn't freak you out. i am as normal a guy as you'll meet. im not a freak or a homosexual or anything so you dont have to worry about that. haha
it's just that your post really hit home and i thought i'd drop you a line.
come check out my pathetic attempt for a journal at journalspace or email me man and maybe we can share stories or something about whats goin on.
ive had relationships go bad, but you hit the nail on the head when you mentioned how she cast you aside so easily.
my email is grizzoshouse@yahoo.com
thanks
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