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[damonmichaels]

i'm feeling weird today. i feel great because God is so good. last night was fantastic. it was so good to be back. reconnecting after such a long time away is just...the bomb. i'm stoked to get to work with the kids again. today, i'm meeting with the head of missions and working on our plan for this year. i've been so out of the loop.

what make things weird is that i do infact miss my friend. i'm sure she's off to something new, but it's not that girl that i miss. i miss my friend. i miss her smile and her laughter and her heart. sometimes i wonder if she showed me her heart only to get me into situations. i don't want to believe that. it is funny how quickly she cast me out and called me names, though. it was like she completely dismissed who i am and who she said i'd been to her...who she said she saw in me.

i'm feeling weird today. i want to believe the best in people. i want to believe in what i thought was, from the beginning, the start of real friendship. Father in heaven, please help my belief. i don't want to become bitter. please, too, be with my friend today. please, hold her in your arms and fill her heart with Your love, for Your's is the love greater than all others.