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"I wouldn't be where I am today if I worried about how I'd feel tommorow..."
So it fucking sucks donkey balls that I have no cd's. This is probably the most traumatic thing ever to happen to me. And screw you if you think that's stupid because i'm stupid and that's just how things are. I have no cd player thus no urge to travel, therefor hanging out alone alot isn't so bad.
Last night I hung out with germ for the first time since before denton. He exposed some grief as to us not hanging out anymore and I just said "oh." Because I really don't care anymore for anyone's excuses. Whatever. I'm on a "no effort" safari to see who gives a shit and I'll tell ya, haven't spotted many so far. Of course, we had a good time hanging out regardless. That boy makes me laugh in a cute "trailer park kentucky cutie" sort of way :)
Did we ever find bin laden by the way? No? Oh okay...just checked that update today. Turns out we had time to wage a war but still can't find the guy who killed a bunch of our people. Funny. Saddam didn't bomb any buildings on american soil. I guess I'm all fired up cuz we watched Ferenheit 9/11.
So me and mom and dad and kev all hung out tonite for the first time in a long time as a family. And of course, we watched the blue collar comedy tour and then went outside to play with the chickens like the dirty hick ass farmer family we are.
I went to hardbodies last night with frances and chatted it up with a hot stripper dude whose a polisci major at sac and wants to come eat at joes sunday. Yessss.....
So yah, things are definately getting really hard and I forsee not so goodness in the near future.
I know my last entry was a little harsh and it was just me blowing off steam...but Dammit, I can't bottle up any longer my frustrations towards my relationships with people that claim to be my freinds but rarely back up their claims with actions. Words, sure, but actions....not really.
Anyway, there's some sort of small creature jumping around the top shelf above the computer and now I'm scared.
So I have to go.
Kat
So it fucking sucks donkey balls that I have no cd's. This is probably the most traumatic thing ever to happen to me. And screw you if you think that's stupid because i'm stupid and that's just how things are. I have no cd player thus no urge to travel, therefor hanging out alone alot isn't so bad.
Last night I hung out with germ for the first time since before denton. He exposed some grief as to us not hanging out anymore and I just said "oh." Because I really don't care anymore for anyone's excuses. Whatever. I'm on a "no effort" safari to see who gives a shit and I'll tell ya, haven't spotted many so far. Of course, we had a good time hanging out regardless. That boy makes me laugh in a cute "trailer park kentucky cutie" sort of way :)
Did we ever find bin laden by the way? No? Oh okay...just checked that update today. Turns out we had time to wage a war but still can't find the guy who killed a bunch of our people. Funny. Saddam didn't bomb any buildings on american soil. I guess I'm all fired up cuz we watched Ferenheit 9/11.
So me and mom and dad and kev all hung out tonite for the first time in a long time as a family. And of course, we watched the blue collar comedy tour and then went outside to play with the chickens like the dirty hick ass farmer family we are.
I went to hardbodies last night with frances and chatted it up with a hot stripper dude whose a polisci major at sac and wants to come eat at joes sunday. Yessss.....
So yah, things are definately getting really hard and I forsee not so goodness in the near future.
I know my last entry was a little harsh and it was just me blowing off steam...but Dammit, I can't bottle up any longer my frustrations towards my relationships with people that claim to be my freinds but rarely back up their claims with actions. Words, sure, but actions....not really.
Anyway, there's some sort of small creature jumping around the top shelf above the computer and now I'm scared.
So I have to go.
Kat