"I hate my life" -Jessye

Jun 29, 2005 17:59

Okay so wow. Alot has gone on. I guess I'll start with denton...
Denton was utter bullshit and a waste of my fucking time. First of all, every person I made plans with cancelled their plans with me. I drove 320 miles to visit with people, spend time with them, and most of them wouldn't even answer my calls. When the fuck was the last time any of these dudes came to visit me? Huh? When was the last time any of my so called "friends" made any damn effort to drive HERE? I'm on probation, and I'm not even supposed to leave bexar county. Plus me and jessie had very little money because I spent it on sue's presents and gas...which were pretty much worthless because I didn't even get a call to see if I got home okay. Amanda was the only one who kept and even made a plan with me despite the fact that she had to work and that's what I expect from friends of mine. To at least keep their plans. Beth, Jesse, Chris, Jeff, Josh, Sue, Haley, and John all cancelled plans with me to do bullshit they could have prioritized some other way, I.E. going to the movies, sitting around at home, going to bars, or just simply not answering their phones. I feel like no one gives a shit because their actions tell me they don't so that's fine. No more fucking effort. Even CHAD came to see me. Fer fuck sakes.
So yah, fuck you denton and I don't plan on coming back ever. It's time to move on and get over the fact that it's hard to find freinds that give two shits.
Moving on...RIght after I got back my CD's (about 300 of them) and my CD Player/Stereo and my money/waitress book and one shoe were all stolen from my car. Someone broke into it at Jakes house.
Plus my breaks are shot.
I can't wait to get my own place.
Jeremy has pretty much ditched me as well, so fuck that. I guess that's another one to bite the dust.
And I got stood up for warped tour and went alone. Plus my phone was stolen so I lost all my numbers anyway.
I have very little faith in good people.

Kat
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