May 07, 2006 23:51
billy joel and i have been hanging out a lot lately.
there was wednesday night that i wrote about
and then on thursday night, the txrh bartenders invited him to drink in whitewater with them
he chose to go to billy d's again with me instead
we were there for almost two hours, just me and him, playing pool and drinking.
once the owner left, alan (the coolest bartender in the world and the reason we all go to billy d's) came up to us with three cups, each containing a jagerbomb shot (one for me, one for billy joel, and the other for alan). he also gave us a free pitcher of high life, which we finished before anyone else showed up
anyway. as soon as the other people from work showed up (fucking tayler even came), he leaned over and said to me, "i think i liked it better when it was just you and me."
we went mini-golfing the next day (friday) before we had to work (i raped.)
saturday, i went to bri's bridal shower and got back in waukesha in time to eat at the roadhouse. he was working and i told him to give me a call when he got out if he wanted to hang out. he came and sat with me (i was eating alone) and told me that his parents were out of town and if they came back that night, he would have to clean, but if they were going to come back the next day, he'd have me come over and watch a movie.
so i ate, went home, and watched the oc....but never got a call. ricky and cruz came home from drinking like fish at their old neighbour's house down the road....ricky had gotten a ride there from joel. so i figured...yeah, he just doesn't want to hang out.
joel didn't work today but he came in and ate by himself at the beginning of the shift...he called me over and asked what was up with my phone. lo and behold, my phone had been acting weird last night (when he was supposed to call) and apparently, he had tried to call me 4 or 5 times but it wouldn't connect.
i'm going to kill that phone.
point of this post is, i don't know what to make of this whole situation. do i just have a new friend, or do i have a chance for more? friday night at work, i was the happiest and most energetic i've been in a while...hell, everytime i hang out with him i almost completely forget about all the bullshit in my life and just have a great time.
i doubt i have a chance.