Apr 18, 2005 19:06
Great. I'm in a net cafe outside some NBS branch.
I actually wanted to update last night but due to some fucked up incident, I couldn't.
I'm not feeling any better now though. I reckon this is my first ever angst post, and frankly I'm not too happy I'm doing one at the moment cos last week was too fuckin nice and I just...I can't believe what's been happening since then. :/
Last night I was incredibly down..
I mean, I can't even recall when was the last time I felt that bad/low/depressed. Seriously, I thought I was having a kick ass summer until last night. 'tis shite, shite I tell ya.
And then today.
God, where do I even start?
Things are just completely wrong at the moment.
I think I'm getting tired living my life.
I'm getting tired being me. :(
To the flist: I'm sorry if this post is just a waste of space in your friends page.
You can just scroll down and ignore this.
I'm just...really sorry and I hope you guys still love me or just don't hate me. pls. thank you.