ughhhh!

Jan 19, 2009 06:09

I feel so robbed of everything. I'm missing my camera with all my pictures, years and years of CDs and music, my ipod, just my belongings. My stuff. I'm so broke with everything going on in my life - I will not be able to buy any of this stuff to replace it until I get restitution if I ever do. The whole thing has just left me in such a depressed funk. I wish this could just be out of my mind and over with. I'm scared to get my car back because it's just not going to feel like mine anymore. Someone was trying to even use my victoria secret credit card. That means there was a female in the car and other people. Just so aggravating. I really hate this. And I can't sleep at night because I'm constantly wondering about my identity. I have called everything and everyone I can, but I still feel so vulnerable, victimized and incredibly paranoid. It was good driving into corey's apartment the next night it was stolen and there was a police car hanging out by the park but he was not in any eyesight of corey's place. It's just so aggravating because I feel these people know where I live, they know everything about me and they know my name. They can take my identity. I'm so sad. I guess I should just know that God will take care of me and that I'm happy to have my car back in one piece. Maybe these people needed these things more than me. I missed a whole week of microbiology and now I have a quiz Thursday. I don't know anything. Thankfully the professor knows me and is being really lenient with me. I'm just so upset about this whole thing.

Time for work. Have to go make lunch.

>>> "CRYSTAL CHEYANNE COSTA " 01/18/09 8:43 PM >>>
It has been incredibly frustrating since the incident. I have had to contact so many people and government officials, it has been ridiculous. I have lost over $1,000 worth of personal things, but most of all, my identity is out there for anyone to use. I can't sleep at night because I am so upset. It's been emotionally trying and a bit shocking. They have my car still sitting at the impound for investigation, but I should get it back Monday. Now they have attempted to use one of my canceled credit cards Saturday morning. Ugh.. the whole situation makes me sick. They know where I live, where I go to school and where my boyfriend lives. The police have increased the security in all these areas, but it doesn't help the fact that I feel so incredibly vulnerable and victimized. I am more paranoid, which is expected because I never know if anyone is watching me. But it's preventing me from doing a lot of things. It's really scary.
My brain has been so wracked and I've been trying to get back on the right track, but I find myself constantly thinking about this situation followed by a bit of depression.
Anyway, I went through the lecture outlines and I'll be honest, I'm really intimidated because I don't know any of thi s material. I will reprint the notes and see if I can get any information from fellow classmates (this is the first class I don't recognize a single face!) I will let you know where I stand come Tuesday. I just want to thank you for being so understanding and making exceptions to the rule for me. If anything, I will go ahead and drop this first quiz worst comes to worst.
Thanks again
Crystal

Crystal
no need to drop it - you are in an extreme situation and we'll do our best to deal with it - that's why we have human beings teaching instead of robots.
Dr O
Steven Obenauf, Ph.D.
Associate Dean
Department of Biological Sciences
Central Campus

It's nice to have a professor who understands. Honestly.
Broward College
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