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I have never been so effing frustrated in my life.
I'm sick of these panic attacks on the highway
I am sick of my own family backstabbing me
I'm sick of the bullshit high school drama I put up with at work. I'm so sick of politics.
I'm sick of how I have to put up with the guilt trips I get.
I'm so sick of getting bitched at from every angle of my life.
I AM SO SICK OF BEING STRESSED OUT.
Overall I am really fed up with a lot of shit and there is nothing I can do about it. It is so hard to think clear when I am so pissed off and frustrated. I can't even think rationally. I am so sad. I am so depressed lately. I have way too much on my plate. I'm not sure what's right anymore.
and most of all I can't talk to anyone because my sister tells her boyfriend everything. My mom ADDs and ventures off to do other things while I'm talking ie, answering the phone, talks to someone else, stares at the tv. I have no one to vent to but it is good to write this shit out to let some of it off my shoulders. it's sad to say, but i feel i can actually confide in this pathetic livejournal. i truly feel like i have no one to talk to that can understand me.
I lost my cousin Ginas number. That's like the only person I could talk to and she'll talk for days which easily gets hard to end the conversation. I heard she moved to Atlanta and that sucks. I'll never find her number.
whatever happened to confidentiality? whatever happened to trust, compassion and sensitivity?
whatever... i guess that's what happened.
SIGH.
i'm praying for better thoughts and brighter days.
I'm sick of these panic attacks on the highway
I am sick of my own family backstabbing me
I'm sick of the bullshit high school drama I put up with at work. I'm so sick of politics.
I'm sick of how I have to put up with the guilt trips I get.
I'm so sick of getting bitched at from every angle of my life.
I AM SO SICK OF BEING STRESSED OUT.
Overall I am really fed up with a lot of shit and there is nothing I can do about it. It is so hard to think clear when I am so pissed off and frustrated. I can't even think rationally. I am so sad. I am so depressed lately. I have way too much on my plate. I'm not sure what's right anymore.
and most of all I can't talk to anyone because my sister tells her boyfriend everything. My mom ADDs and ventures off to do other things while I'm talking ie, answering the phone, talks to someone else, stares at the tv. I have no one to vent to but it is good to write this shit out to let some of it off my shoulders. it's sad to say, but i feel i can actually confide in this pathetic livejournal. i truly feel like i have no one to talk to that can understand me.
I lost my cousin Ginas number. That's like the only person I could talk to and she'll talk for days which easily gets hard to end the conversation. I heard she moved to Atlanta and that sucks. I'll never find her number.
whatever happened to confidentiality? whatever happened to trust, compassion and sensitivity?
whatever... i guess that's what happened.
SIGH.
i'm praying for better thoughts and brighter days.