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[damn_arthouse]

so i'm sitting here eating my seventh tim tam
thinking, "screw it. screw that last post",
'cause none of that was true.
or, it was a stretched truth at the most...
i'm lying to the lamb.

i'm looking at the fat on my arms
thinking, "who am i kidding, really",
'cause i don't like being curvy.
i miss the kilos falling off, dearly
though i know how much it harms

i'm smiling at you nicely ma'am
thinking, "i don't understand you at all,"
'cause i'm just a simple girl.
you see through it like a glass wall.
i'm lying to the lamb

you and i babe are polar opposites
i'm thinking, "i must make you so very mad"
'cause you're strong and i'm weak
i cry, i buckle, i break, i'm oh-so sad.
i don't meet your pre-requisites.

emo kid, that's me
emo girl i'll be,
sad, always, sadly,
lying to you ma'am,
lying to the lamb.

so i'm waiting for the inevitable end
thinking, "how did this even begin?",
'cause it makes no sense at all.
i lie to you, i do not sin.
i never break, but bend.

don't worry everyone, i don't know what it means either. :)