Blarg
I want to scream. I get forced into something I don't want to be a part of and then end up on the shit end of things because I don't act the way I "should" and if it was just that I would have calmed down and seen that I was over reacting. I hate feeling like a jerk and not knowing what exactly I am doing wrong as a best friend. I just feel so short ended some times. Fuck I hate this.