Another Day
In the last week, 2 people dropped me from their f-lists without a word. Whatever. One, I'd be quite hurt by if she ever commented anymore. That's probably it. I can't say I don't care, but I'm too sick to care very much.
It's just a cold, I keep telling myself. I am tired and groggy from the medicine, so I wish I wasn't actually dizzy when not taking it. I took a shower today, which seems to have helped so far. We're almost out of tissue. I may have to send out a plea to a local friend to drop some by. It was clear and bright today. I was able to read on the couch without the lights being on,and until just a little bit ago, it was toasty warm in here. I still want to clear up the mantle and the area in front of the fireplace so that I can see if the chimney works and to decorate a little for the holidays.
Last night, I had about 2 hours of those rare B2B runs on ChaCha! I finally got over $90 in my account which means I am likely be finally paid in mid-January. But since I didn't dare get up to get a drink or anything, I was feeling pretty awful when I finally HAD to sign out around 11 p.m. I was having trouble typing properly by then. Money is still a problem around here, but I am trying to figure out some creative way out of the trouble.
I don't think I'm up talking about my grandfather's funeral. I didn't cry when I was typing up the entry yesterday, and that worries me. I still miss him terribly, but I think I am too sick right now to think about it all. Though, with any luck, I am over being angry about it. It's hard to tell.
It's just a cold, I keep telling myself. I am tired and groggy from the medicine, so I wish I wasn't actually dizzy when not taking it. I took a shower today, which seems to have helped so far. We're almost out of tissue. I may have to send out a plea to a local friend to drop some by. It was clear and bright today. I was able to read on the couch without the lights being on,and until just a little bit ago, it was toasty warm in here. I still want to clear up the mantle and the area in front of the fireplace so that I can see if the chimney works and to decorate a little for the holidays.
Last night, I had about 2 hours of those rare B2B runs on ChaCha! I finally got over $90 in my account which means I am likely be finally paid in mid-January. But since I didn't dare get up to get a drink or anything, I was feeling pretty awful when I finally HAD to sign out around 11 p.m. I was having trouble typing properly by then. Money is still a problem around here, but I am trying to figure out some creative way out of the trouble.
I don't think I'm up talking about my grandfather's funeral. I didn't cry when I was typing up the entry yesterday, and that worries me. I still miss him terribly, but I think I am too sick right now to think about it all. Though, with any luck, I am over being angry about it. It's hard to tell.