stuck in the sand
so....i didnt have a very good day today. i wont deny it. last night at around midnight jenny and i wanted to go smoke at the beach, so we drove down there and well i was driving. we were in a 2006 gm canyon. 2 wheel drive. well i thought that to the left was hard sand and right was soft, well i was wrong i drove over a hill and sunk. i mean sunk really really far down. i am talking rear axle was not to be seen. doors wouldnt open. we were digging the tires out. well fucking jenny was rolling and i was lke ok i will dig the tires out and we can smoke. well a cop came and all this shit happened. and i was like this is fucked up. we call AAA and they woulnt help us and so we call fultures around and hour later. 200 dollars cash, to pull is out. i mean we called anyone we knew who could help us. but yeah shit happens. well we learned out lesson. i got new pics of my baby, i will post later , i gotta go get the camera. but yeah today sucked. i woke up to KR knocking at my door at 1030am and then went to luch with the rents, got home went to the park with jenny. realized i dont know where lumpy is. so i got upset. then i came home and saw my dress on the ground and i was livid. i was so pissed at bre and james. but i got over it. TJ is now in the navy, Kyle is now in the marines. Chauwn is in the Air Force. and i am lost again. i am not going to alaska because i got an internship as you all know. so i was kinds bummed about that. then i was thinking about my jobs, and i was thinking about people and i hate when i think. i really do. i used to love when i didnt understand beucase the mystery of life was very intreging to me. but now i am likfe well fuvk this. i mean i havent gone to school in a week or two. i think i might go tomorrow. it depends on if TJ really wakes me up or not. ya know, i called Anthony last night. i called Scott to, and Scott told me he couldnt get me out of the sand. but i thought of all people Anthony would answer or atleast have the decency to call me back, but i guess i was wrong once again. i hate to say this, but if i had listened to Billy one time i wouldnt have fucked up so bad. thats the worst thing i could say right now, but hell, no one cares. Its like 11pm and i think i am going to go for a walk. ever walk all of pine at 11? i do it 3 times a week sometimes, just to think. I dont want to grow up. i dont want to be an adult. i wish i could do high school and everything over again. i will write back later
peace
peace