its been a while
so yeah its been a while, but hell who cares. so i now am dateing the most wonderful guy. I cant wait till he gets off work. today james turns 20. its kinda cool i guess, i mean hes moving out, and i am leaving in 4 months, so my parents are going back north and i am on my own. i got a job at mcalisters but i also have 2 other jobs. i have a weird weekly schedual. i have to put myself through school. i am going to trade school for underwater welding and burning, also automotive tech, but then off to the university. being a senior is kinda cool, i keep looking back and just being like damn, nothing really mattered, it hit me today that i am growing up as i was packing and sooner or later i am going to be in the air force, no parents no nothing. all on my own. its so crazy to me. kyle and tj swore in already. and its scary. but hell, shit happens and it always gets better. so i talked to anthony the other night. it was nice i guess, i really was freaking out but i was trying to play cool ya know. but we arnt on talking terms or anything but it was cool to know we could be civil around each other. i think i am going to get a new car soon.jennys grabbin a cobalt and i might get a f350. it depends on where i am living. i am going to see lamb of god in concert with jboo and bri bri again. stone sour, flyleaf and disturbed was the shit. i re did my room as of the 3rd. new years was with emily and corey and people, it was nice just to sit back , hit a couple blunts for the last time, and drink some. i mean i ended up having to drive home at 1238 but it was ok, i had the yukon so it wasnt that bad. people moved outta my way. going to italy with sean at the end of the school year, its his grad present to me. its great all the reservations are made and all. i must be going, i need to shower and make money, have a wonderful week.
Jacqueline
Jacqueline