argh...
i've never felt this empty. well. i have, but we dont think about that time.
"and if i deid, it would be fine, if i died by your side..."
i hate only posting bad things....like bad thoughts... so i thought of something happpy.... kinda...
theres a boy. and i like him. and i think he may return the feeling? but i dont think he knows yet, which sucks. but ill deal. its nice jsut being friends with him. so thats happy. yay for that.
boo for crying. ugh. HAPPY THOUGHTS DAMNIT!
i hate these random bursts of sadness. i had such a nice time at rehearsal, and then its like *BOOM* totally sad. wtf is that shit. oh yeah, its called bipolar. lol.
is it possible to miss someone you've never seen? gosh i miss him more then anything. if it came down to him or air, i'd pick him. no joke.
ugh. exes. they are silly. but it makes me feel like i must have been a good gf, if they still wanna stay close after being dumped.
well i gotta make a cd for our french thingy... so yeah.. ill post again later. hopefully ill be less emo. but i doubt it, my most interesting posts are emo lol.
<33333333 mucho love to my devoted readers hahahaha.