blah blah again
ok so. i dunno what i wanna talk about... im so bored.. and lonely. even surrounded by people im lonely. i hate it. im done with dating. forever. screw it.
i dunno what to do. im just argrggrgghhggg blah. i hate liking who i like. and i hate not seeing people i want to. and i hate not having money or clothes. and i hate being a lard ass lol. i really need to do something about that. its getting bad.
and i hate thinking about next year. senior year. wow. and i hate thinking about field hockey. and how much its gunna suck. i wont do anything. i should just not do it. like with emily back they dont need me. and i dont wanna be a senor on jv. that just sucks.
and i hate missing people. GAHHHHHHHHH its just not fair.
and i need... well this one ill keep to myself. lol.
and i dunno what to doooooo!
i need something. and i wish i effing knew what it was.
me me me.
blah. i need to feel important. im sick of my friends who think they are so much better then me. they dont even realize they do it. like wtf. your not so awesome. just stfu. and get over yourself. your not as awesome as you think you are.
and im in dire need of kisses. its getting bad. i just need a nice good make out. maybe not drunk this time... HAH. and dont even get me started on that shit.
ughghhg.
im ranting. and im sorry. but i need to something.
well i love you all.
especially tally. <33 my porn watching wife.
ok im done.
byebye
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