Oct 18, 2004 10:12
Brother,
where have you been? its almsost three months. where are you love of my life? everything is so different, so empty without you. how could you dissappear like this? how could you dig your fingers into my heart and steal away such a large piece? how could you touch my heart in such a way, and then just go....
you told no one where you have been? not even me. It wrenches my heart not to hear your voice. You are loved. You are missed.
Best friend, if there was something wrong this is what I am here for. I am best friend. If I am the best, then you should trust me. Even with the worst.
Big Brother and I have been praying for you. We ache for a response. We hope all is well.
I have been calling your name before The Lord daily, at least once. It is just too strange to hear laughter without your voice, and embrace without your hug. You are a piece of our lives, and with out you Brother...we feel so incomplete.
I don't know what is going on, but I'm here, here waiting for you to call, to reach out. It's so frustrating. We are worried sick and don't know what to do. We have asked for you, but to no avail. No one knows....
Is where you are so devistating that we could not know? If so. We understand. We just want to know that you are okay. Moreover we want to know that you are still serving Jesus.
Brother, you need Him. He is the reason that you are the way you are. You can do nothing without Him. He holds you together. And I know He will always hold you together, no matter what you have done.
You will always have my love no matter what you have done. You know this. I love you. Unconditionally, you are my brother. You know whenever things were rough, we got tougher. Although it has only been a year, it feels like thirty. You name has been engraved upon my heart. I can't forget you. You are my brother, and I love you.
I called today. I always call. Call to see if the line has been reconnected, to see if your home, to see....just to see....but always to no avail.
I don't mean to frighten you with all this crazed affection. I just mean to let you know I love you. I wish I knew what was going on with you or where you were so I can be there the way I want to be.
Brother, I pray you return safely. You are missed. I love you. satan is a liar. You will over come this,
and Brother,
You will come home.
In Jesus' Name.
As I close, I just want all of you readers to call my friend in prayer.
You don't need to know his name or his situation. Just please call my friend in prayer.
Thank You.