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Well, this is wierd: a week or more of not writing, and then here I am, right now, writing. It's odd. But I figure I might as well.
Partly due to the fact that I'm a lazy ass, and partly due to the fact that I've been outta town, I just haven't written. Maybe that'll change now? Hmm..I don't know. We shall see, shan't we?
Anyway, it was my spring break last week. I went to Florida to see my mommy with Carlesha, Morgan, and Nneka. I'd say, all in all, we had a great time there. My mom treated us well (not that I expected differently), and the weather was bearable. However, I will say this: that was the last damn time I go to Florida for a spring break. I fucking went last year, and the weather was just bearable as well. And, I need a little variety. Taking road trips ar great, cause fond memories are made an shit, but not if you're going to the same state all the time. Hopefully, next spring break, I won't be going anywhere in the States: Morgan wants us to go to Jamaica with her. :P
So...what's been going on in my life other than that? Not shit, man. Fucking school is beginning to blow more and more! But, all I need to do is get through this semester...that's all. And then I'll be ok. Ahh....
In other news, I saw Sharod yesterday. It wasn't as awkward as I totally thought it was going to be. If anything, I had a good time. Which is funny. I didn't think I would. He just kinda called outta the blue talking about, "Hey, I'm downstairs. Can I come in?" Could I have said no? Sure, that choice was always there, but I'm not rude like that. Not at all. Anyway, I went to get him, we came upstairs, I got my pack of cloves, and then we went back downstairs to smoke. We bounce off of each other really well, but the relationship thing just wasn't going to kick it.
Quentin told me just yesterday that he didn't want me to see Sharod. Hm. Isn't this interesting? Quentin said, "You don't know what his intentions are. And...you know..he might try something with you...And I probably wouldn't do it in your situation.......BUT, you can do what you want."
Sharod said the SAME EXACT thing about Quentin last year.
I'm tired of motherfuckers wondering what their significant others are doing, ya know? I don't worry about when Quentin sees his ex.....................But they have a kid together, so I guess he has to see her. Anyway, that's besides the point. The point is why can't I just see who I want? I mean. I had to bend myself because of Sharod; I'm tired of comprimising. But, then, Quentin is a little more emotional than Sharod ever was.
SO...now I have to tell Quentin I saw Sharod...and I have to tell Sharod that I'm with Quentin. Great. Just fucking GREAT!
Partly due to the fact that I'm a lazy ass, and partly due to the fact that I've been outta town, I just haven't written. Maybe that'll change now? Hmm..I don't know. We shall see, shan't we?
Anyway, it was my spring break last week. I went to Florida to see my mommy with Carlesha, Morgan, and Nneka. I'd say, all in all, we had a great time there. My mom treated us well (not that I expected differently), and the weather was bearable. However, I will say this: that was the last damn time I go to Florida for a spring break. I fucking went last year, and the weather was just bearable as well. And, I need a little variety. Taking road trips ar great, cause fond memories are made an shit, but not if you're going to the same state all the time. Hopefully, next spring break, I won't be going anywhere in the States: Morgan wants us to go to Jamaica with her. :P
So...what's been going on in my life other than that? Not shit, man. Fucking school is beginning to blow more and more! But, all I need to do is get through this semester...that's all. And then I'll be ok. Ahh....
In other news, I saw Sharod yesterday. It wasn't as awkward as I totally thought it was going to be. If anything, I had a good time. Which is funny. I didn't think I would. He just kinda called outta the blue talking about, "Hey, I'm downstairs. Can I come in?" Could I have said no? Sure, that choice was always there, but I'm not rude like that. Not at all. Anyway, I went to get him, we came upstairs, I got my pack of cloves, and then we went back downstairs to smoke. We bounce off of each other really well, but the relationship thing just wasn't going to kick it.
Quentin told me just yesterday that he didn't want me to see Sharod. Hm. Isn't this interesting? Quentin said, "You don't know what his intentions are. And...you know..he might try something with you...And I probably wouldn't do it in your situation.......BUT, you can do what you want."
Sharod said the SAME EXACT thing about Quentin last year.
I'm tired of motherfuckers wondering what their significant others are doing, ya know? I don't worry about when Quentin sees his ex.....................But they have a kid together, so I guess he has to see her. Anyway, that's besides the point. The point is why can't I just see who I want? I mean. I had to bend myself because of Sharod; I'm tired of comprimising. But, then, Quentin is a little more emotional than Sharod ever was.
SO...now I have to tell Quentin I saw Sharod...and I have to tell Sharod that I'm with Quentin. Great. Just fucking GREAT!