So...
I've come to a conclusion. I've decided that I'm sick to death of being the nice guy. I'm sick of giving in to what other people want and no one having any consideration for me and what I want or need. I'm sick of being the doormat... and I'm sick of living my life like the crap stuck under someone's shoe. I'm a person too dammit and I deserve to be treated like one. I don't deserve the way I've been treated pretty much my whole life, I don't deserve to live this kind of life... I'm so sick of everyone else getting their way. I hate having to back down from what I really want because other people decide that's what's best. Nice guys really do finish last... and I'm sick to death of finishing last in everything.
I want what I want, and I'm gonna make sure everybody knows it from now on. The only way that I'm gonna be happy is to make what I want/need known, and be positive that it will sink into everyone's heads to the point where they actually see my way for once.
My life sucks, everybody. That shouldn't be news. I shouldn't have to announce it in a frickin' blog, because everyone who knows me well enough should be able to see it. But here it is... my life frickin' sucks. But apparently, I've put up enough of a facade that not a lot of people have seen exactly how much I'm pissed off at the world.
So I'll say it again : I want what I want, and I don't give a crap who knows it. I don't care if anyone objects, I don't care if anyone thinks it's the wrong thing and I'm making a huge mistake... my life is GOING to change, and, like always, I'll have to be the one to do all the work.
I want what I want, and I'm gonna make sure everybody knows it from now on. The only way that I'm gonna be happy is to make what I want/need known, and be positive that it will sink into everyone's heads to the point where they actually see my way for once.
My life sucks, everybody. That shouldn't be news. I shouldn't have to announce it in a frickin' blog, because everyone who knows me well enough should be able to see it. But here it is... my life frickin' sucks. But apparently, I've put up enough of a facade that not a lot of people have seen exactly how much I'm pissed off at the world.
So I'll say it again : I want what I want, and I don't give a crap who knows it. I don't care if anyone objects, I don't care if anyone thinks it's the wrong thing and I'm making a huge mistake... my life is GOING to change, and, like always, I'll have to be the one to do all the work.