how im feeling today....

[daizy_]

im going to stray to today a little cuz im feeling extremely depressed....... i came to school to do a project with my leadership group. it's me, crystal, eugenia, shauna, and stivaly. We are going to an australian university called victoria university and we have to find out all the prices as if were going to live there for 2 years. well in the

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[daizy_]

Well long story short.... ummm i have a slight attitude problem.... and well we would argue a lot and it would get bad.....so i was working on that cuz he told me that if i didn't we wouldnt be together much longer.... he told me i had fucked up before.... like when i went to the condo and when i got my liscense cuz michael helped me by lending me his car.... also when i got in a car with another dude....... and well he had given me chances before... he said i took them for granted and i took him for granted.... the thing is that its bad in his eyes and not exactly that bad in mine... i didn't cheat on him or anything...... so well he gave me this last chance but then two weeks later he broke up with me.... told me it was too late and that even tho i was improving a lot ...... he decided that i took him for granted too much and that we needed a break.... funny thing was that like a week before that i wanted a break and he said that if we had a break that he would never talk to me again and that i would never see him...... i love him so that was harsh..... and welll we broke up.... all i asked was if there was any hope for us.... because if there wasn't then i would get over it..... but he gave me hope and told me that we would get back together...... he has a lot of things on his mind..... h e has work and school and bills and shit and well he doesnt exaactly have time for a gf so i understand........ so now we dont exactly talk everyday .... we talk once in a while... and well i think its a good time for me cuz i haven't been alone since 9th grade.... and i need to be alone....... and i need to fix my attitude for real... and i am im soo happy..... and im hanging out with my friends.... cuz i dont do that a lot.... and well i think its a much needed break for me ^_^ so im getting better now.... maybe one day me and laz will get back together... but for now im good..... how r u my love??? ive missed u tons!!!!!!!!

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[angl1728]

wow...you have an attitude problem? I didnt know that..like YOU CANT TELL! lol shit that sounds bad. :-( I really hope things work out..yeah theres nothing better than being single to truly get to know yourself. :-) I know myself farrrrrr tooo well lol it seems like a stupid reason to break up..I mean you stick through together when things are good and bad. but like the saying goes..no hay mal que por bien no venga. :-) I'll see ya next week for spring break!!!

ps. have you applied for UF yet?

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[daizy_]

awww!!! thanx... u made me feel better.... actually right now im in austria.... in salzburg.... im soo excited....im in the staying in the castle from the sound of music.... the scenery is amazing....im staying here till the 16th... hope u have tons of fun during spring break..... love ya!!! and i have yet to apply... ill do it as soon as i get back tho