do you see this?
This is a smile. I am doing that a lot lately. There was a brief moment where I lost it in the past few weeks, but other than that, nothing but happiness.
I have to get this out. The only time I have been sad, was when I heard the news that a buddy of mine killed himself. Michael D. Shaad. I worked with him for a year and remained pretty close even though I lost touch with him. So for those of you who are counting, this makes two friends of mine int he last 6 months that have killed themselves. I wish them all the best and to Mike.. man I love ya and I will miss you.
Anyway. Guys, I haven't been this happy in a long time. No idea how to start it any other way. If it seems I am not around much lately, it is mainly because of this. I still work all the time, but every minute that we have off I am with him. He makes me happy and makes me feel things I haven't felt in either long time, or ever.
I did something that I have never done before. I gave him a key to my house. I am still in awwe of our relationship.
I have to get this out. The only time I have been sad, was when I heard the news that a buddy of mine killed himself. Michael D. Shaad. I worked with him for a year and remained pretty close even though I lost touch with him. So for those of you who are counting, this makes two friends of mine int he last 6 months that have killed themselves. I wish them all the best and to Mike.. man I love ya and I will miss you.
Anyway. Guys, I haven't been this happy in a long time. No idea how to start it any other way. If it seems I am not around much lately, it is mainly because of this. I still work all the time, but every minute that we have off I am with him. He makes me happy and makes me feel things I haven't felt in either long time, or ever.
I did something that I have never done before. I gave him a key to my house. I am still in awwe of our relationship.